(2015)
I hate it how she took my place, sitting next to you. I’m no longer the smile upon your… after all that we’ve been through. It’s been so long yet it still hur…
Through gritted teeth; hidden grie… The chaos that lies underneath Muffled breath, the mind unrest Perpetual unhappiness
Your body plays host to a parasite While your mind is lost in the pas… I can hear you now in my memories But how long are they going to las… And how is it that you can be
Sometimes I feel like it’s hard t… I’m struggling to just stay afloat As I gasp for air, the ocean drag… into the pits of despair Heart so heavy, it weighs me down
I look at you but you’re not there All I see is a vacant stare The words you speak, make no sense I hate to see you going through th… I try to hug you but you won’t hol…
So deep in love I thought I was; it mirrored tortured Hell. Easily I lead astray but still again, I fell. Forgive me if I hold my cards,
Held up on a pedestal While I’m on tenterhooks Trying to figure out myself What is worth a look Running around in circles
Don’t love me out of convenience Don’t love me withheld Don’t love me without conviction Don’t love me if you can’t love yo… Don’t tell me I’m too emotional
When I think of you my cheeks embrace a warm smile; mi… of tremorous thought. You’re an abundance of divinity, and everything I once sought.
Can we not exchange pleasantries, without your condescending ways? And when you belittle, it stays with me for days. Your abruptness bruises
You pushed me with such force that I broke And you have the audacity to say You need to let go? Night after day,
You’re nothing but a stranger A ghost of the past Haunting me with your existence I never succumbed to your will I always fought
You are hurting my heart although, it’s not yours to break The feelings that I’m having are so surreal, are they fake? I have invested my emotions
I cherish every second that I spe… for this is not a love I’ve known You have capsized my world and lef… A treasure to call my own Caress me with your words and touc…
How do you know if you’ve fallen o… The simple things just aren’t enou… How do you know if it’s not meant… My doubts of you echoing your doub… Show me that you care