You open the doors to my heart and make it beat twenty times fast… when you’re near my vision becomes so blurry as if my world is spinning

I thought it was your smile, or the way you’d say my name and I counted every mile but still nothing feels the same I know that I’ve failed you

Cutting through my skin one layer at a time never thought the time would come when we’d have to say good bye the days passed so quickly

Deep down inside lives somebody else you will never know this body, a mask to fend off all the fakes

she sits alone and reads yellow flowers on her desk what she is thinking I dont dare to guess I’ve seen her before

It’s dark and I’m bitter Never leaving again I’m sad and I hate it I just don’t understand My heart aches

Do you remember the time when we sitting on the couch and you told me that I sucked and I just began to pout And then your eyes grew heavy

for the pain to vanish would be but a dream alone in my room asking for one little thing the TV screen is black

As I sit in this empty desk empty from what you see I close my eyes and wish the best that you were wishing for me as I sit here and you sit there

Irony Its raining in the middle of a drought Laying in bed though the night is gone

The sea that I see was as blue as green and the seaweed the sea saw was as green as blue the colors were twisted

Be still my child, Speak softly my dear, Whispers, across the lips fingertips trace down to my hips The shaking, the trembling

I’ve been hearing lots of silence But your voice rings in my head I’ve been sitting here trying to w… Hours since I’ve left my bed Lately I’ve come to realize

gripping grasping choking dying painful beautiful all one in the same creep up on me

what did I do to deserve this I’m losing friends only trust gained I have lost