Im trying to think of something to… but I cant but smirk and laugh a b… Because all of the feelings I hav… Are block all my wit I want to write you lines of love

what did I do to deserve this I’m losing friends only trust gained I have lost

As I sit in this empty desk empty from what you see I close my eyes and wish the best that you were wishing for me as I sit here and you sit there

It’s dark and I’m bitter Never leaving again I’m sad and I hate it I just don’t understand My heart aches

There’s many things I am and more that I’m not but I’ll stay this way for this I have fought You might change my hair

Some they say saw the look in her eye the night she finally said good bye there was no plan

gripping grasping choking dying painful beautiful all one in the same creep up on me

I dont want to do the wrong thing when I clearly know whats right and i dont want to say i love you but im with you every night and ive never stopped laughing

You say sit down we need to talk You share your frown I wish I could walk You say dont worry

woke up this morning feeling kinda strange to the sound of pouring never ending rain but the sun was shining

I told him I loved him I cant let him go the one I wanna be with but I cant let it show because Ive lied to my friends

the walls have gone white for you’ve drained all the color they sit here in waiting and my mind begins to wander How did we get here?

The cycle will remain of endless nights and pointless fi… and although you’ve grown to hate… ill love you just the same it was never a question of loyalty

for the pain to vanish would be but a dream alone in my room asking for one little thing the TV screen is black