(2005)
I really like the way you talk The way you call my name I really like the way you walk The way it’s not a game I really like your smile
for the pain to vanish would be but a dream alone in my room asking for one little thing the TV screen is black
My eyes grow tired from staring into the dark waiting for you to disappear to stop trying to tell me every thing’s okay when it’s not
I search for the words but become a nervous wreck every time our eyes meet stars across the table I dont know what you like
I write these words just for this class as I watch the birds as they fly past the windows, the sunlight
You open the doors to my heart and make it beat twenty times fast… when you’re near my vision becomes so blurry as if my world is spinning
I thought it was your smile, or the way you’d say my name and I counted every mile but still nothing feels the same I know that I’ve failed you
walk around the other side and took a look real close walk inside outside upsidedown what you see no one knows inside the mind
let the sun rise as I awake with a smile on my face with you by my side as if to feel your embrace but your smile’s so close
And your ignorance compiles the truth behind your lies and such fading smiles may lead to bitter good byes and with every second passing
Confused is what you say but depressed is what you are i try to be a friend but you keep pushing me afar feelings winding and unwinding
I trudge through the memories such a big catastrophe trapped inside a stained glass win… I see your true colors your act only works on an audience
Below the surface Im dying deep down inside how could you tell I dont talk tell anybody anything
Breath me in, just swallow me whol… consume my life and possess my sou… Keeping quiet, my grounded feet Cant sweep away, when all’s kept n… I saw you smile and I saw you cry
Some days I’m happy Happy enough to be alive Some days I dont care Enough to survive Most days I miss this