se what if I don’t wear too much m
who cares about perfect hair
you should think I’m beautiful
no matter how I look
you’re so judgmental

One of these days
I’ll snap right back
Hit you so fast
you didn’t see it coming
hurt you so bad

Every year I get older
the weather grows colder
and the rose starts to fade
and everything is grey
As I look to a new day

She says she wishes she was me
but I dont see how that could be
Every guy she wants, she gets inst
but for me, I have to work impatie
I wish that I could make her see

I could whisper all my secrets
Write them down in the darkest ink
I could tell you all the stories
that had my heart shrink
I could listen to you breathing

white
whitening
solid
solitude
walls

she sits alone and reads
yellow flowers on her desk
what she is thinking
I dont dare to guess
I’ve seen her before

Hey
Hi
whats up?
nothing.
cool.

I wish I could take your sleeples
and trade them in for a lullaby
and all the stupid, pointless figh
every insult slung, every tear you
you know you’re lucky

Youre slipping through my fingers
once again I cant hold on
you cant leave me like this
Im so afraid once more to be hurt
Ill love you until

I feel the heat
but your heart’s still cold
my voice was soft
and my actions were bold
the sun has set

i thought you’d care
i thought you’d cry
i thought you’d want to tell me wh
i told you the truth
the facts, how you act

Its hard holding onto something
That was never meant to be
Although I swear I tried
There’s just something wrong with
I know I said I’d be there

There’s many things I am
and more that I’m not
but I’ll stay this way
for this I have fought
You might change my hair

My mother used to sing me
a song so full of life
Her voice was kind and gentle
and love was on her mind
I thought when I got older

Breath me in, just swallow me whol
consume my life and possess my sou
Keeping quiet, my grounded feet
Cant sweep away, when all’s kept n
I saw you smile and I saw you cry

And your ignorance compiles
the truth behind your lies
and such fading smiles
may lead to bitter good byes
and with every second passing

Is it trapped inside?
Or am I just trapped
Coughing up a lung
with every slight laugh
maybe im bad

nothing even matters
now that you’re gone
I haven’t seen you in a year
and I know that it’s wrong
you’ve been taken from life

It was nineteen ninety six
when her father left home
her mother thought she could fix t
such pains she’d never know
A four year old, new father found

Ive been waiting for a long time
to miss wanting to come home
Ive been trying for a lifetime
to not feel so alone
Its as though I’ve known you my w

where can you go when you want to
when everything’s the same and the
and the scenery is different but t
what can you look for when there’s
and you’ve been running, you’ve be

So here we are again
staring at blank walls, they’re br
and there’s no words between us
our hearts they deceive us
I cant stand the way you laugh

I trudge through the memories
such a big catastrophe
trapped inside a stained glass win
I see your true colors
your act only works on an audience

Do you remember the time
when we sitting on the couch
and you told me that I sucked
and I just began to pout
And then your eyes grew heavy

Killing me inside
being ripped apart at the seams
please just stop your lies
they’re stabbing deeper
making me bleed

the walls have gone white
for you’ve drained all the color
they sit here in waiting
and my mind begins to wander
How did we get here?

I cant sleep at night
Youre always on my mind
Youre the only thing thats gone ri
In this world of shattered lives
I cant wait to see your smile

One day, she’s hoping
you’ll come over to her house
stand outside her window
just standing there
thinking about how beautiful she i

Be still my child,
Speak softly my dear,
Whispers, across the lips
fingertips trace down to my hips
The shaking, the trembling

I really like the way you talk
The way you call my name
I really like the way you walk
The way it’s not a game
I really like your smile

My head is spinning
I cant see a thing
my ears are buzzing
stop making them ring
you know I’m psychotic

I dont want to do the wrong thing
when I clearly know whats right
and i dont want to say i love you
but im with you every night
and ive never stopped laughing

Sometimes it just seems like no on
like my life, I cannot bare
It just hurts so hard
It hurts inside
the pain is hard to hide

walk around the other side
and took a look real close
walk inside outside upsidedown
what you see no one knows
inside the mind

Something about you gets me
And something about you makes us t
Since you crawled in my head
and I laid in your bed
you’re all i can see and hope that