(2014)
written after I broke up with my now ex boyfriend for cheating on me for the 3rd time.
in the heat of the moment a new love sparked a spot on my heart now became marked i try to conceal it
The music in my ear is pierced with the scream I hear down the stairs I run fast to see what has happened in moment… from my mother are tears
I’m good at gymnastics in my sleep and dreaming while awake I’m good at singing in the shower and getting dirty in the lake I’m good at waking up at noon
Star crossed lovers Hide away in the night Abandoned parking lots Afraid of police light Avoiding our phones
just a speck no one cares to see till I start to grow in my mommy’s tummy I grow and grow
Lurking in the corner In the dark of the night Are you a warner Cause you cause me fright Blacker than black
knifes of flame upon my open heart digging into my soul ripping it apart where is your mercy