Preach
Let me live in a life of hell
Makin me sit still while i let my mind yell
There’s something different about me I wonder if you could tell
My smile has gone away
Something I pray, to come back.
In fact, I breathe heavily because I always sigh
Wondering what else about me is going to die
I hate the people at school
Talkin about themselves 24/7 like it’s a fuckin rule
Me, I sit and listen
Because it’s Not up to my decision
The feedback I give is something I wish in return
I should have kept my mouth shut, something I should have learned
I learned, no one can be respected
Something I should have expected
Being the nicest people out there can be rejected
I cry every night to make sure I go to sleep
My soul is too heavy I dont really eat
I don’t remember the last time I laughed
That’s ancient history now most likely in the past
I’m sorry i haven’t been telling people this way
The feelings I’ve built gotten harder to say
I’m sorry for the days I wasn’t there
Makin u feel lonely and leaving u bare
I’m sorry my life’s a mess leaving u being scared
I been a burden to many people
I push everyone away like a rock hitting the water makin tiny ripples
But ur always there for me
Mostly in my time of needs
I feel I depend on you too much
Who knew there was such
Things in the world can never go in my favor
The best thing we can say is “I’ll see you later”
My heart breaks every time we say good bye
I know it’s never the last time but I still want to cry
Why am I difficult?
It results, me being alone
It was something I grown
Just to give u something I know
I’ll never be loved
I can’t even impress the man above
I know people think I’m normal for what they see in sight
Poems like these is just to write my feelings and I’ll be alright.
