Almost
I guess I’m starting to feel again.
I can feel my heart slowly began to beat again.
It feels as if something has awaking me but I don’t know what
Or how, could it be possible.
I’m starting to feel again, I’m starting to let people in.
But yet I still have this fear that I feel
I will never in a life time overcome. Yet I have not figured what it is
Could it be you, am I still holding on when?
I told my heart to let go. Or maybe I’m just scared of the feeling of the
Ice deforesting off my heart.
My heart, my heart I feel it’s no more a block of ice.
But yet it’s still broken
It’s still black, with many cracks. The blood still oozes its way out
From time to time.
I’m starting to feel again but yet I’m stuck in the same rhyme
This is what I feared would happen
I start to feel again and all the pain floods back in.
Just when I thought the chains where broken, unwrapped from around my heart.
Just when I thought I was almost free.
Being so naive, I should have known it would take more time than that.
More time to get back.
(2014)
