Notice.
The feelings inside wants to hurt
The outside of me. I’m screaming
Help me, but nobody’s listening.
I know they will miss me, well some anyway
But i’m not going to leave, I’m trying to stay
But hurting keeps getting in the way. I wanna
Take it out on myself, i wanna make myself bleed.
But there’s noway to hide my scars on the outside
Even if they are going from within. My heart is hurting
But i don’t know why. My insides are slowly broken
But i keep smoking it away. That doesn’t even help anymore.
I wanna live forever more, but i want to feel something
I don’t know why i want to carry on this pain to my arms,
To my hips, to my thighs. You can’t hear me but I’m asking why.
You can’t hear me but every night i cry.
You cant see me but every night i die.
(2013)
