I'm Drowning
I’m drowning but I don’t feel a thing.
I’m under water yet I still can breathe.
I’m surrounded by a whole new world,
Water works and bubbles float.
But I’m drowning and no one has a clue.
Stuck in this delicacy
Of infuriated hate.
I’m growing tired, I’m losing my fate.
I’m drowning and the more I seem to move the more
Water comes rushing in my mouth,
Trying to shut me up without a doubt.
There is this massive wall I’ve been trying so hard to hide.
My body is shattering and you can’t see the hole inside.
It’s empty, just cold dark nothingness.
This pain seeks its way to my heart and eat at my soul
Until I’m yet another lost girl life less on her bathroom floor.
I’m drowning but I don’t feel a thing.
I’m under water yet I still can breathe.
(2014)
