Hard to breathe
It’s getting harder to breathe...
The air suffocating.
Heat is rising.
Engulfing me in its passionate flames,
The anger constricts the air around.
My heart torn into another piece...
Never to be owned again.
Where are you God?
Why have you placed these trials upon me?
How long must I yearn for Your all consuming presence?
Throw me a rope...
A smidgen of courage.
Torn beyond all recognition...
My heart is struggling.
Free me from my dominating thoughts...
I have become overwhelmed.
Those who profess to love me,
No longer hold an understanding.
Who I am...
Why I survive,
When I feel a longing for death.
(2013)
