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Bluebell88

To the one i love too much to let love me.

If you were mine, maybe I’d want to stay alive.
If you were mine, perhaps it’d saved us all a lot of time.
When I’m not swallowing pills, just the thought of you kills me inside.
I don’t really wanna die.
Raging temper, breaking nails whilst smashing dishes. It’d be how I calm you, forehead kisses.
I wish telling you how I feel would keep you close, but I know exactly what you’d do, so I just sit myself silently besides you. Whispering unheard, I love you.

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