The Knife
There’s a knife twisting in my heart
And it’s bleeding through my soul
It’s ripping me apart
And yet I can’t seem to let it go
There is something about this pain
It keeps screaming your name
I can’t justify what I’m putting myself through
Maybe its because I love you
Maybe I shouldn’t wear my feelings on my sleeve
I must be so easy to decieve
Because I keep letting you win
Thoughts drift further from my mind
I wish time would just rewind
Those hurtful things you said would have never left your head
I’m trying hard to give it all I can
I’m trying hard to give myself to you
But you are only a man
And maybe that should have been my first clue
I can’t go on pretending that my feelings aren’t real
And I can’t keep letting a cheater deal
I don’t understand how you can say that you care
But by your actions you are never there
You are my knife
That is tearing me apart
Messing with my life
While obliterating my heart
I appreciate your caring lies
I’m glad I can’t see it in your eyes
You try to hide what you feel
But as for me at least I know I’m real!
