It sinks, I can feel it
It sinks, I can feel it
I feel pain
I hurt, this is a feeling I never felt
I feel tears inside my eyes
I hear me cry inside
I fell and struggling to rise
I with a broken heart
Lost expression of my true emotions
I put my right hand on my left side
In my chest trying to feel my heart beat
I feel no vibe
I feel no sight of it, not a bit
It’s strange cause pain
Is what I feel within it
I a man but cry
Not in the inside as should I
I without happiness smile a lie
Pretending not to miss it
While I feel deep in the hole
Alone without it
I miss what we had or should I say what we have
Cause the feelings of you I still have
I now with a crippled soul
Split apart like a broken bowl
Part of me say go
Other part say go but in the opposite way
Back or away
Tell her you miss her but what she’ll say
Will she’ll let you stay
Or chase you away
I felt love experienced a unique feeling
Special kind that now I’m missing
My heart is not heeling
She showed me love
Taught me how to love
All beyond but always felt it wasn’t enough
My heart sinks under my ribs
My thoughts picturing her keeps
Hallucinations of her beautiful laugh
Her head on my chest
Sexy eyes with her soft lips
I miss love, I feel my heart sinks
It sinks
It sinks, I can feel it
Painful, it sinks under my ribs
Her sight I miss
- Ngcebo Leon Nxumalo
- 10 May 2016
The poem was written in memory that seems not to end, of his love that was found and lost. they had broken up but he still misses her like crazy and the thoughts seems not to end.
