(2013)
I get my silence in five minute doses before the plane overhead brings me back to earth
I’ve kept my eyes closed most of these past eighteen years because I find it just as dark
There is poetry in nature better left to be spoken wordlessly by the breeze
Loving you was never sweet like the taste of vanilla the way I thought it was supposed to be It was more like
You were the wind beneath my wings but I was Icarus so all I did
I thought I could drink you away but I had to stop being so drunk on you first
I see poems that need to be written scrawled in the shape of your smile and the lines of your face
I hope this is postmarked before my death certificate is dat… but you’ll know why if it is or if it isn’t If you get this in time
I see words screaming for attention etched in the lines of your face Let me look closer
Just when I get back on my feet you pass on by and I lose my footing Again
Everyone sees god in a different light but I was born without eyes
There is a girl and I love her and I have loved her since the beg… Or so it seems to me as I only became conscious
The road is long and winding like nothing you can imagine Too many off ramps to count but too few in hindsight
I feel empty unceasingly until you come along and fill my heart to bursting
I say hello and you say nothing You may hear me you may even think of a response