(2014)
#CareLove #Wish
I write sharp words with a sharper knife on page after page of what might as well be the skin of my back
I wish you had told me that on the good days kissing you would make me think that I knew what happiness was and on the bad days
If nature were so flattered by poems written with itself in mind as people are we would be moving mountains
The hands of this watch haven’t moved since the last time you did and I’m not sure if I’m ready to hear the ticking
Everyone sees god in a different light but I was born without eyes
I don’t remember any anesthesia after talking with you but I woke up stitched back
Everyday I lived out a song written just for you But you could
I’ve always been at the very least a little caught up on everything about you This idea of you
I’ll keep searching for the meaning of life and I hope I find it as crumpled paper nearish a trash can
Under the weight of life I forget how to breathe and I feel suffocated I hesitantly make peace with the world
I thought I could drink you away but I had to stop being so drunk on you first
I was like a rain cloud over a small garden and dammit if you weren’t that garden so full of flowers that I fell in love
I see no joyous rebirth in spring for autumn will bring another death I see no joyous rebirth
I awoke from a deep sleep and knew the reason was to write I love you
I see words screaming for attention etched in the lines of your face Let me look closer