My dear friend
I don’t even know what to say, I never wanted things to go this way.
I think about it everyday, and I just want to make everything okay.
Let’s see, where do I start?
I screwed up, broke our friendship apart.
I’m sorry I lied, when I told you I wanted to get over Joe.
The feelings were still there, and I just couldn’t let go.
I shouldn’t have led you on, thinking we had a chance.
I should’ve been honest about my feelings, I only saw us as friends, Lance.
Now it’s too late, and you don’t want anything to do with me.
I miss you being there, and how things used to be.
We spent a lot of the summer together, getting to know each other more.
Now I feel as though you’re shutting me out, closing the door.
I’m not blaming you for anything, as it was me who did wrong.
But every time I try talking to you, you just ignore me and move right along.
Will you ever forgive me, or at least hear me when I say,
just because things are different now, doesn’t mean time spent with you this summer, is thrown away?
I still care about you, and I want you to be happy.
I don’t want to be a bad memory to you, that makes you feel crappy.
Just know that I will always be here for you, if you ever come around.
Let my apology ring in your head, as a sincere sound.
(2011)
