Love like Crystal Glass
To: High School Crush
Time flies and this clock keeps ticking,
You probably think my heart was strong, but,
This is made of something else,
I’m crystal glass, I’m crystal glass
Knowing that I can care for you and you can have my protection,
But I don’t think there’s anything in this world that’ll grab your attention,
'Cause you can grab that arrow and snap it in half at any second,
But you probably don’t see that you’re holding my heart, and I’m begging that you don’t forget it,
I was shattered at my junior prime,
The glass was set aside, my life’s demise,
The past is still in my mind,
I have a silent fight,
I can’t deny and I cannot lie,
That she has those eyes,
Like looking at the sky,
If life is just a theater,
Then she had the spotlight,
I write about her every time I think of her,
Yet she’ll never see these words,
Even if she did, she can’t hear the unheard,
Between all the girls in high school she, gleamed like a pearl,
Dreaming of her with feelings to show,
But I can’t express this constant streaming of words,
I have to move on, 'cause my chances are gone,
But seeing her dancing at prom with someone else is stabbing my heart,
There’s no way to get rid of these romantic thoughts,
Every time I tried to show these thoughts,
I scared her off and she went back inside the pond,
I waited and time was still ticking fast,
I even tried to show my academic skill by helping her out throughout the building lab,
But she never saw that i was trying to fulfill my task,
With a careless appearance I withstood these broken emotions,
Like Crystal Glass,
Time flies and this clock keeps ticking,
You probably think my heart was strong, but,
This is made of something else,
I’m crystal glass, I’m crystal glass
She’s an angel from heaven,
I’m waiting for a date after school ended,
This was considered the time when they had to do engine–,
eering with spinning motors,
You know that hard physics, pistons, and pulley systems since October,
Right inside my dreams I tend to think that she’s also thinking of me,
I wanna tell her she’s pretty,
But I feel like she’ll diss me,
It is such a risky,
Plan to make - a decision I have to take,
To have the confidence to take her out on a special date,
This hopelessness to me was given,
It drove me crazy like children with a mother and a million crying infants,
We only talked during building electric cars and physics,
Difficult quizzes on physics which had trig., addition, and division,
Mesmerized by her eyes like the other twenty guys,
I guessed that in the end I was only getting hypnotized,
I destroyed and left a mess of feelings,
Take it the tornado way,
The same day I joined and escaped from her at the club of aerospace,
This was a decision that threw my chances over,
Thinking about what I would have said and would it of made her feel special if I told her?,
Re-record the memory, my mind crashed,
But I gripped that only thin and slim chance I had at the end of physics class,
I saw and held the chance with intensity,
Asked her to go out on a date with me,
Gracefully feeling the confidence so heavenly,
I thought it went splendid!,
As I walked the block to my house I thought about,
All the awesome things we could talk about,
I would tell her about the 10 months of trying to grab her attention,
My stories on patience, depression, romance, and all my other confessions,
but the next day I felt like the essence of a ghost,
She just walked right past me,
I guess that in the end all my messages were ignored,
This is just a dream I couldn’t have,
I still think about her and her beautiful eyes that oversee the land,
I try to be strong but these tears I can’t withstand,
Even the hardest heart breaks when they’re released from your hands,
Like Crystal Glass,
Time flies and this clock keeps ticking,
You probably think my heart was strong, but,
This is made of something else,
I’m crystal glass, I’m crystal glass
(2013)
Love can suck sometimes. It;s so hard trying to forget that one person who you thought was so special. but, you know what? You gotta move on. Next time you get the chance with a nice, smart, beautiful girl, take it. Don't miss the chance with a beautiful person. Or else, your heart ends up broken, like crystal glass.
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