I'm a mother of two and nanny to a beautiful little princess called Gracie mae I've been married for almost 25 years. I used to write funny poetry years ago but didn't really have much interest in it, my mum passed away in 2012 and losing her inspired me to write again, I managed to capture a roller coaster of emotion from my family during the first of everything, something I'm very proud to have done as it has helped us with the grieving process. I write funny poems too which helps to lift us when we're feeling down!! When you lose someone you love so much it puts life in to perspective and changes you so much, now I see people and situations in a different light and friends I thought I had for life, sadly have not been friends. Never mind hey ho it's their loss!!!!
Born a winner in a family of almost all guys and mostly importantly a follower of Christ with a personal relationship with him and can do all things through him cause He strengths me and He never wants to see me fail but succeed. I love poetry and the way it brings out certain emotions in people especially me it gives me the platform to get to the real me and say out things that I wouldn't openly say out to any one else am a poet and wants everyone to be that. with poetry everyone has a platform for open speaking and open minded creativity.
I don't remember much before the age of nine, that's when I met my real sperm donor and decided to see what he was like for myself.i should've listened to my mom, because she was right. Anyways life went downhill from there, he molested me when I was 12, and did time in prison for it. As for me, it was drinking, one mental place after another.I chose to forgive him when he got out and he raped me when I was 19 after having sex with my friend.I went to prison for choosing to be with an alcoholic abuser and he was not letting me have custody of our kids.But even after all that I'm doing ok now I've moved out of state and have a wonderful man by my side whom I've known since I was nine.So I believe that patience is the key in healing and you shall have happiness after that.
I am 27 years old . I've been debating what I want to do as a career choice and along the way I found poetry to be a great way for me to write down how I truly feel. Sometimes when I really feel what's going on and it affects me I'll have it in my thoughts and sometimes it may not rhyme and other times the words will jus come to me . So after years of searching what I want to do I am now going to school to be a Vet Tech and right now I am off to a new beginning . My dad passed away last summer and shorty after that I ended a five year relationship with my first true love . It's been a long journey for me to actually come this far but I feel as if it's a new road and a positive outlook on the wonders to come .
As a younger kid my parents were bad into drugs. My sister and I had to grow up quick. We didn't really have a stable home and my parents never really kept a job. They separated when it was younger. The both got new girlfriends. My moms girlfriend wasn't so nice with me. My dad's girlfriend loved me. I ran lose when I was younger hone for months at a time and barely checking in. My parents loved me and always had food on the table and cloths on my back but they chose drugs over family. My dad went to prison for a little while and my mom lost her girlfriend of 8 years. Things really got bad for her after that. When I was 10 I was blessed with a wonderful baby brother. I had ruff times in middle school and hug School. I graduated from high school and had a beautiful baby boy. He is my world and my everything. He is now 2 and I separated from his dad after a 5 year relationship. He had cheated on me and was verbals abusive. Levi was about 7 months old. We moved in with my best friend in the world, she toke us in like it was nothing. I live with my mom now and Levi is 2 years old we are making it day by day.. One day I will be in my feet and Be able to give my son everything I never had.
Pretty much my life is full of fandom, chaos, writing, singing, dancing, some stability, romance, sex, love, fun, roleplaying, cosplaying and adventure. most my poetry is about the past some of the present. A few are whet I hope of my future. Most is about misery for it's what I've experience most but I am attempting to change it.