I Have To Go
The paneer you cook
To the serial you saw,
I love every single thing in you, mom.
And the story you narrate
To your strict face you made on my mistake,
I totally love you dad.
But Life is very unfair and unkind to me.
I wish things were different
But they are not.
I’m crying and had been
From months and months.
I can’t even write, right now.
I wish we could talk
One last time but
I know I could not hold my cry.
By the time you read this,
I will already be dead!
When you are this broken
You can never be fixed,
Not even you both can do any better.
Give my part of love
To my little brother
And tell him that I am sorry.
I left without a warning
But now, now you are
The proud owner of my football,
My shelf and my books.
And tell him to
Take care and never be dread because
I will always be at his side, I promise.
And I know that you know this as well, right bro?
And also sorry to you, my love.
You were always right,
I was soft at inside,
Not the same what you saw on my face.
I promised to love you
For every moment of forever
But I know, I could not fulfill my promise.
But let me tell you,
You were the perfect soulmate I had.
Take care of yourself and everyone.
I know that this would be tough time
For all four of you but
I have to go.
Maybe after this
There will be no another ‘me’.
In the Hope that the ones responsible
Would realize their mistake,
I have to go!
