compilation -negatives x2
I don’t know what to fucking do.
I want you but knowing it might not be true, makes me blue.
what shall I do?
go away and not be with you?
go away and make it true?
forget everything and be new?
that’s a lie I just couldn’t do.
you fit me like a shoe,
now you don’t want to be two.
forgetting thoughts is something I won’t do.
I’ll forever remember you.
what are you doing?
trying to conceal
trying not to feel
trying to just deal.
pretending it’s not real.
that there was no sex appeal.
that’s there’s no real feel.
no reason to feel like an eel.
when karma comes back around it hits you hard.
thought u had the right card.
but in actuality it was a shard.
how am I suppose to feel knowing it might not be real?
how can I deal knowing u might repeal.
how do I forget when you’re all that I have left.
how do I move past when I want you to be the last.
how can I drive and not think about you when I crash.
where can I run when there’s no you for fun?
what happens when my memories go and you aren’t at the show.
how do I continue when you’re the only thing I really knew.
I feel like a disease
that they don’t know till it too late.
I feel like I’m a monster waiting by the lake.
the event they shouldn’t partake.
the ticking timer that won’t wait.
the angry neighbor w: a rake.
the poisonous snake by the crate.
I don’t mean to desecrate but these are the actions that make me great.
those that I hate.
