You will know.
To J.
When your knees grow weak.
When your head begins to spin.
When you collapse under the weight of your new lovers sins.
When you feel the ground shake.
When you feel your heart break.
When you close your eyes, you’ll see her, so you’ll have to stay awake.
When the tears fall with no warning.
When your chest begins to ache.
When you start to regret every single fucking day.
The moment you see, will be the moment of truth, that no matter fucking what, I always loved you.
When you watch your whole world collapse at your feet, you’ll understand how I felt when you did this to me.
