The clock is ticking
It’s time to decide
Should I choose love
Or should I choose pride
If I don’t make a choice,

As the words spilled out of my lip
Flowing endlessly like a river, no
I only spoke the truth, I spoke m
I am sorry If my truth was in the
You were always the one whom I we

It plays over an over again in my
It won’t go away, can’t get out of
5 am and the feelings are all gone
Is it the will to be right or the
Back and forth with the same tune,

Made mistake.
created disgrace,
Disapproval upon your face.
I have been so clouded by thought.
Dug me way too deep.

Prologue -
(I kept walking, with my eyes glue
The sun hit my eyelids and rays of
Something was trying to escape.——
Moonlight– moon lit meadows,

What more can we punish ourselves
One last step out the dying door.
It closes and I fear, Ill never g
Confidence, is what I lack.
I wish that one day, Ill find my

I can feel my consciousness unrave
I’m growing and moving forward
There will always be fear inside m
But isn’t that a great way to star
The fuel in my desire to be higher

A feeling that is unfortunately ti
Not a poem that is rhyme-less,
It makes sense, but feels tense.
I swear we shared something real,
I am not quite sure of your ordeal

I could die today and it would all
Just the fear that id stay alive i
Ironically I keep living,
Each day I lay in my death bed,
Ignoring the outside world

It’s possible to love someone you
It’s hard because these feelings c
Maybe I have a perfect perception
Maybe this perception is not true
I live in a land of wonder in my h

She was smart, and had a keen memo
He was deep, and did not lack a se
He had humour, and charm.
She had organization, he had chaos
She had a strength in her speech,

The world is constantly spinning
I can’t seem to settle
I’m not winning
Heating up like a kettle
I’m reaching my boiling point

We never really consider
the time inbetween
The winter and the spring
The spring and the summer
The summer and the fall

I know you’re settling
Settling for less
I know 'cuz I’ve been there befor
Ice cold desires
Filling the empty void

Should I love or should I hide?
Should I stay or should I glide?
Should I hold my tears and let go
Do you know me from the inside?
How many seconds do you have to st

I belong to nothing, nobody not a
Nothing a memory can bring,
I never stay long enough to last
I breath a cool breath of the past
I belong to no one,

The undeniable truth is the end,
it’s when we truly see things for
The bigger picture comes to life,
us, it’s time to release and let g
You may remember things different

I can hear a soft buzzing in my ea
And a pain in my temples
The thoughts are flowing un –stead
What is life if I have to live th
No choice, no control of what peop

I want to say all the things in my
The thoughts won’t come from pen t
And I’m stuck in this position in
My mind screams somebody save her.
The only thing in my head is ur fa

I saw swirly lines
And breathing walls
I felt the world collapsing in on
Ive been taken to the end of time
Realizing I want to be alone

Rising sun,
go to sleep
A new day has begun.
Wake up, afternoon,
Close my eyes,

I take it to heart but, you don’t
Diamonds on the rocks, and whisky
I feel the cool draft of the cold
I take it to heart but, you just d
For only a moment, just a moment t

‘The boy at the music store,
not the same person I met before.
New face, new embrace,
quick conversation, so much tempta
A light breeze, a cool freeze,

The clock is ticking for an hour,
Time is gone, and I can only see
An empty wonder of desired, buried
I only cry I only cry, when I tal
I rewind the clock for an hour, an

I’m higher than you
When I die I’ll look flyer than y
Inspire the truth
Don’t expire your youth
Require the proof

More and more information fills my
I pull out the sift and I try to
all my thoughts my concerns,
outside I complain,
“Bring me to the days where

I can’t stop thinking about you,
every waking second of the day
It’s painful, won’t go away
I see your face, my mind melts
Talking to you,

My words flow from my subconscious
Inhale tell I go on conscious
Tell me where the real love is
I just want to be above this
Can I have your real kiss

I live a life,
A life to please.
Where no-one knows the in-between.
Some what of an irony.
A soul that is open, lock and key

I swear to god I see your face
There’s no one else you could repl
I imagine soft whispers, sweet emb
It takes me to a better place
I’m hoping I didn’t choose wrong

I have days where every hour is sp
Then there are the days, where I
I numb myself from the external wo
I am not waste of space, yet a hum
I can be ignorant, naive, and argu

time has taken a hold of me
It’s inside me, and I can feel it
I feel it, I can only feel it
My thoughts, dare I reveal it
Time is inside my skull,

Everything is too much for me
I fall in love too easily
Afraid to be happy
I’d still feel dead in Miami
Set free the old me

Restless, in emotions,
I can sense the pulling oceans
I don’t want to feel this anymore.
Dragging me deeper in,
neglecting the face of sin,

My mind is in a different world
I make up stories of the unknown
I put scenarios together
I make a different story
I don’t know what is real

I can feel the feeling
What’s that feeling
It’s tingling in my feet
Creeping through me
Surrounding me whole