I sold my soul to a telephone ring
A computer sing,
Paradox diamond rings,
A plastic thing.
It escaped, I was gone.

The clock is ticking
It’s time to decide
Should I choose love
Or should I choose pride
If I don’t make a choice,

What more can we punish ourselves
One last step out the dying door.
It closes and I fear, Ill never g
Confidence, is what I lack.
I wish that one day, Ill find my

My life is moving forward
I can hear the clock ticking
Like a metronome
A hypnotizing buzz
It leaves me in a haze

Once I stumbled, full of defeat.
I could hear the rumbling, under m
I prayed to the heavens, I prayed
“I am not sure who I am, not sure
I was pained, warped, always unsur

Today I was a product of sins,
I let out negative emotions.
Death is knocking on all doors.
It’s time to explore.
Do I have options?

I open my eyes and I am awakening
The sense of the truth and reality
That I have no idea what’s going
The external world is beyond my re
The devil will always preach

To tell you the feeling, I’ll hav
Way passed the story-line, way pas
Not just a feeling, more than a th
A rush of cold air, not just despa
Light-headed memories, leave me st

‘this is all the exists.”
you told me that as I lost focus,
‘I always think of tomorrow.
it doesn’t matter..not here.”

I always feel pressure
It starts in my head
Pushes it’s way out
Through my chest
This beating heart

It’s unorthodox
The river flowing–
n’ the opposite direction of the r
It is going side stream,
not even up or down.

Take a glance, the clock’s the sam
each, and every day.
Think a thought, the thought comes
almost every day.
Fantasize, close my eyes,

Its too late now, words are spoken
I give you gratitude, as a token.
What I gave to you, is a piece of
I close my eyes, cannot look can’t
I move forward, no turning back,

I live a life,
A life to please.
Where no-one knows the in-between.
Some what of an irony.
A soul that is open, lock and key

My whole life I have been afraid
The very idea scared me to the cor
Knowing this is an issue I face,

You realize that life is passing y
Like a ticking metronome
Not knowing what I want
Feeling like there are questions l
I breath in, breath out

You sold your soul,
for a lead role.
You denied your part in the whole.
A comfortable cage you chose,
where no pain arose.

If you’re guilty and you know it,
Karma is just a different form of
Everything you ever said, I’ve go
Tried one more bump, now I’m bumm
Fly one more time, and I’m fucked

The undeniable truth is the end,
it’s when we truly see things for
The bigger picture comes to life,
us, it’s time to release and let g
You may remember things different

Oh that could’ve been me...
Another fantasy thats run away fro
But it wasn’t meant to be.
That’s what I’ll say to me.
I run away– from anything doubtful

Can’t explain, today was the death
I am a product of a new feelin’, r
And as it is all said and done, I
Can’t explain, the mystery of the
I am a product of a mass consumpti

I can’t stop thinking about you,
every waking second of the day
It’s painful, won’t go away
I see your face, my mind melts
Talking to you,

The tide brings me in, and I get
Deep deep into the dark blue sea.
Underneath the tower the structure
and now it is time to see.

Through my thoughts I think a lot
Young and your life’s on lock
Your existence is there
My existence is here
For a second our lives interfere

I’m never comfortable, I’m always
Take me back to the beginning
It will all be the same
Step forward a bit, turn around
It will all be the same

I feel like I have lived a thousa
Every photograph a different perso
Each memory a lifetime ago.
The future already seems like a me
and here I am seeing the endless p

Rising sun,
go to sleep
A new day has begun.
Wake up, afternoon,
Close my eyes,

The wave of darkness is coming
It’s strong this time
Pulsating through my veins
I feel pain
It crashes into my skull

I can feel my consciousness unrave
I’m growing and moving forward
There will always be fear inside m
But isn’t that a great way to star
The fuel in my desire to be higher

The real life I live is in my hea
It’s the thoughts I have before I
I replay every conversation I've
Im not sure if that's good or bad.
I wish I could speak freely witho

Restless, in emotions,
I can sense the pulling oceans
I don’t want to feel this anymore.
Dragging me deeper in,
neglecting the face of sin,

It’s possible to love someone you
It’s hard because these feelings c
Maybe I have a perfect perception
Maybe this perception is not true
I live in a land of wonder in my h

The man with the black top hat, an
He came to my door, and shook my h
Said, fear is near, you must shed
You think this is bad, oh just wai
I let him in, poured him tea.

It plays over an over again in my
It won’t go away, can’t get out of
5 am and the feelings are all gone
Is it the will to be right or the
Back and forth with the same tune,

I feel myself getting stronger,
inside me something is growing.
I hear a voice inside my head,
—a higher knowing.
Life keeps moving forward,

The days pour into the next
Leaving me nothing
Except me
I close my eyes
I try and make the stars aline