The clock is ticking
It’s time to decide
Should I choose love
Or should I choose pride
If I don’t make a choice,

Anxiety feels like sharp pains clo
Breath becomes heavy, seething thr
I can feel my lungs, I can feel m
Everything is echoed, every note,
A strong intense desire to rewrite

I came here on accident, best acci
Isn’t it clever, how these memorie
A love so slim, it made my blood r
Could never ever begin, the pain t
Lies were your actions, the truth

A feeling that is unfortunately ti
Not a poem that is rhyme-less,
It makes sense, but feels tense.
I swear we shared something real,
I am not quite sure of your ordeal

We do not see with our eyes
We see with our brains
We see with our minds
Our eyes are what we see through
Portals to the external world

Its too late now, words are spoken
I give you gratitude, as a token.
What I gave to you, is a piece of
I close my eyes, cannot look can’t
I move forward, no turning back,

What if you knew the truth,
that wasn’t the truth.
Fabricated version of the truth...
a romanticized version of the trut
An, outward knowing about the trut

The world doesn’t always spin in t
And metaphorically we fall.
We get caught off guard because we
Expect nothing.
I know happiness is only real when

It plays over an over again in my
It won’t go away, can’t get out of
5 am and I’m feeling gone
Is it the will to be right or the
Back and forth with the same tune,

Over above and the brightest
The Lord ain’t known as the highe
With you I feel the free-est
Now you better let them bitches be
Relieve it

‘this is all the exists.”
you told me that as I lost focus,
‘I always think of tomorrow.
it doesn’t matter..not here.”

It’s an epiphany in the stars,
that answers questions I’ve had fo
I keep walking on mars, to forget
my lonely years, and those drunken
I wake up without a regret,

Rising sun,
go to sleep
A new day has begun.
Wake up, afternoon,
Close my eyes,

You sold your soul,
for a lead role.
You denied your part in the whole.
A comfortable cage you chose,
where no pain arose.

I walked through the halls, trying
Just look forward, with no regret
You speak to me, the words blur to
Every word as soft as a feather.
I can’t make out what you are sayi

The water is rising up,
closer and closer to the top.
I feel my lips grace the water,
not quite sure what I thought of h
It is pouring into my lungs now,

Today I was a product of sins,
I let out negative emotions.
Death is knocking on all doors.
It’s time to explore.
Do I have options?

In the eye of the beholder, holds
for each perspective is far too le
narrow, ripping at the seams.
Have you ever clarified opinions?
Or do you wait behind the curtains

I feel the beat within me,
Fearful tonight might be hard.
She had different patients to atte
Who will my soul send to?
Is this a crash, the end to?

I stepped out into the future unkn
Blinded from all the proof of trut
I see with my eyes closed
But I’m afraid of the dark
I capture the light in my hands

I just realized it’s not my fault
Nothing is
I can’t help it
I know you’ve heard these words be
They sound like an excuse

You beg and plead, come to my aid.
“the boy who cried wolf”
Always in trouble.
When I see you, I see double.
No need to cry out, this is the wo

I can hear a soft buzzing in my ea
And a pain in my temples
The thoughts are flowing un –stead
What is life if I have to live th
No choice, no control of what peop

I live a life,
A life to please.
Where no-one knows the in-between.
Some what of an irony.
A soul that is open, lock and key

Everything is too much for me
I fall in love too easily
Afraid to be happy
I’d still feel dead in Miami
Set free the old me

You formed me to be who I am toda
I guess I cannot just give you bl
You’re not the only ones
Everything I’ve done to you,
You have done to me

I can feel my consciousness unrave
I’m growing and moving forward
There will always be fear inside m
But isn’t that a great way to star
The fuel in my desire to be higher

I want to say all the things in my
The thoughts won’t come from pen t
And I’m stuck in this position in
My mind screams somebody save her.
The only thing in my head is ur fa

I sold my soul to a telephone ring
A computer sing,
Paradox diamond rings,
A plastic thing.
It escaped, I was gone.

Everything stops, I look around.
I am the only one moving, making a
Silence is a noise, I cannot hear
I get up I feel the ground,
everyone is here, yet no-ones arou

My heart thumps louder than my fra
Each step I take is a hesitant on
My heart is empty waiting to be fi
And I am so sick and tired of fee
I crawl into bed alone, wake up al

Sometimes my actions don’t match m
It feels kind of absurd.
That when I speak, I don’t always
Think a thought, speech is slurred
Open mic, spoken word.

Constantly feeling pain.
However, where is my gain?
But, I can’t complain...
Cuz’ theres always worse than me,
Its a freakin’ tragedy.

I could die today and it would all
Just the fear that id stay alive i
Ironically I keep living,
Each day I lay in my death bed,
Ignoring the outside world

My life is moving forward
I can hear the clock ticking
Like a metronome
A hypnotizing buzz
It leaves me in a haze

I have no words to explain how I
I don’t understand them, and it do
But with the guidance of fantasy
I feel like if I try I can unders
Of every situation