The clock is ticking
It’s time to decide
Should I choose love
Or should I choose pride
If I don’t make a choice,

Its a universal paradox
Ties my stomach into knots
Negativity was brewed in thoughts
From the day I was born I thought
Im sorry if I bring you down

I swear to god I see your face
There’s no one else you could repl
I imagine soft whispers, sweet emb
It takes me to a better place
I’m hoping I didn’t choose wrong

Once I stumbled, full of defeat.
I could hear the rumbling, under m
I prayed to the heavens, I prayed
“I am not sure who I am, not sure
I was pained, warped, always unsur

A feeling that is unfortunately ti
Not a poem that is rhyme-less,
It makes sense, but feels tense.
I swear we shared something real,
I am not quite sure of your ordeal

Today I was a product of sins,
I let out negative emotions.
Death is knocking on all doors.
It’s time to explore.
Do I have options?

Do you ever have those moments
When you feel so aware of your exi
Like you got that sixth sense
You know the past the pretence
Patience

I stepped out into the future unkn
Blinded from all the proof of trut
I see with my eyes closed
But I’m afraid of the dark
I capture the light in my hands

Nobody will ever understand the wa
I know that is supposed to be a cl
But it isn’t
Nobody will ever know
They don’t think my thoughts

We never really consider
the time inbetween
The winter and the spring
The spring and the summer
The summer and the fall

Over above and the brightest
The Lord ain’t known as the highe
With you I feel the free-est
Now you better let them bitches be
Relieve it

The wave of darkness is coming
It’s strong this time
Pulsating through my veins
I feel pain
It crashes into my skull

I made a choice, now I have to ru
If the universe picked this path f
Am I messing with fate, will the
I got to close my eyes and realize
I often miss things so much that

Sometimes my actions don’t match m
It feels kind of absurd.
That when I speak, I don’t always
Think a thought, speech is slurred
Open mic, spoken word.

You told me once,
you told me twice,
‘ told me three times before.
I don’t remember.
You told me before,

Anxiety feels like sharp pains clo
Breath becomes heavy, seething thr
I can feel my lungs, I can feel m
Everything is echoed, every note,
A strong intense desire to rewrite

I felt my life flash before my sou
It was a horrifying yet incredible
The sun beating down
Glimpses of a second
Seconds in a moment

I have no words to explain how I
I don’t understand them, and it do
But with the guidance of fantasy
I feel like if I try I can unders
Of every situation

What if you knew the truth,
that wasn’t the truth.
Fabricated version of the truth...
a romanticized version of the trut
An, outward knowing about the trut

I have days where every hour is sp
Then there are the days, where I
I numb myself from the external wo
I am not waste of space, yet a hum
I can be ignorant, naive, and argu

I came here on accident, best acci
Isn’t it clever, how these memorie
A love so slim, it made my blood r
Could never ever begin, the pain t
Lies were your actions, the truth

As spring comes near,
the ice melts, the bird’s cheer
for summer is coming here.
As time changes, seasons grow
for nobody really knows

‘this is all the exists.”
you told me that as I lost focus,
‘I always think of tomorrow.
it doesn’t matter..not here.”

We do not see with our eyes
We see with our brains
We see with our minds
Our eyes are what we see through
Portals to the external world

The water is rising up,
closer and closer to the top.
I feel my lips grace the water,
not quite sure what I thought of h
It is pouring into my lungs now,

My whole life I have been afraid
The very idea scared me to the cor
Knowing this is an issue I face,

I constantly find the riveting des
An emotional roller coaster of re
I’m being myself now, and it turns
I wanna get rid of the regret and
I don’t want to do it alone, I ne

I always feel pressure
It starts in my head
Pushes it’s way out
Through my chest
This beating heart

Everything is too much for me
I fall in love too easily
Afraid to be happy
I’d still feel dead in Miami
Set free the old me

You sold your soul,
for a lead role.
You denied your part in the whole.
A comfortable cage you chose,
where no pain arose.

She waits, yet no one is home
He leaves her quivering to the bon
Please don’t ignore me, I don’t w
She pleads as she waits by the pho
Maybe I can fall asleep with a sh

I sold my soul to a telephone ring
A computer sing,
Paradox diamond rings,
A plastic thing.
It escaped, I was gone.

I look at you and see the lies in
The Demond inside you cries the t
Yells words of terror out through
Haunting those precious to you
Nobody knows but you

I take it to heart but, you don’t
Diamonds on the rocks, and whisky
I feel the cool draft of the cold
I take it to heart but, you just d
For only a moment, just a moment t

I just realized it’s not my fault
Nothing is
I can’t help it
I know you’ve heard these words be
They sound like an excuse

To tell you the feeling, I’ll hav
Way passed the story-line, way pas
Not just a feeling, more than a th
A rush of cold air, not just despa
Light-headed memories, leave me st