The clock is ticking
It’s time to decide
Should I choose love
Or should I choose pride
If I don’t make a choice,

Something was meant to be,
A story was meant to be told.
Relationships were meant to blosso
a life path was made to unfold.
I disrupted fate,

Rising sun,
go to sleep
A new day has begun.
Wake up, afternoon,
Close my eyes,

My life is moving forward
I can hear the clock ticking
Like a metronome
A hypnotizing buzz
It leaves me in a haze

My heart thumps louder than my fra
Each step I take is a hesitant on
My heart is empty waiting to be fi
And I am so sick and tired of fee
I crawl into bed alone, wake up al

Obviously the known is gone,
Knowing it all then its dawn.
Thoughts fucked up hey now I can’
Its so hard I just don’t want to
Obviously you know my name,

Over above and the brightest
The Lord ain’t known as the highe
With you I feel the free-est
Now you better let them bitches be
Relieve it

I can never explain the poison of
It passes by day, it passes by sea
In the endless day of no tomorrow,
She will drown her regret in a poo
Endless nights, and forever tomorr

I want to say all the things in my
The thoughts won’t come from pen t
And I’m stuck in this position in
My mind screams somebody save her.
The only thing in my head is ur fa

I know the universe gives what we
Its hard when motivation, I lack.
I am open, and the energy comes.
I close my eyes, and gone is the s
I try so hard to be the only one,

I could die today and it would all
Just the fear that id stay alive i
Ironically I keep living,
Each day I lay in my death bed,
Ignoring the outside world

I felt my life flash before my sou
It was a horrifying yet incredible
The sun beating down
Glimpses of a second
Seconds in a moment

Once I stumbled, full of defeat.
I could hear the rumbling, under m
I prayed to the heavens, I prayed
“I am not sure who I am, not sure
I was pained, warped, always unsur

Its too late now, words are spoken
I give you gratitude, as a token.
What I gave to you, is a piece of
I close my eyes, cannot look can’t
I move forward, no turning back,

I swear to god I see your face
There’s no one else you could repl
I imagine soft whispers, sweet emb
It takes me to a better place
I’m hoping I didn’t choose wrong

Today I was a product of sins,
I let out negative emotions.
Death is knocking on all doors.
It’s time to explore.
Do I have options?

All high n’ mighty,
gets low n’ destroyed.
These emotions
one tries to avoid.
Wake up

Its wrestling with an emotion unhe
A guilt that has been burned up,
transferred up and stirred up.
An abandonment to an unknown promi
So loyalty turns into the memory–

I know you’re settling
Settling for less
I know 'cuz I’ve been there befor
Ice cold desires
Filling the empty void

How could I forget
The thought was in my head
Not so long ago
The blackness came
Came over me

6 years ago 6 years ago 6 year ago
how would you ever know.
It honestly feels like time never
stuck in the past and it really sh
Honestly, you’ll never know.

Enlighten me
But do not frighten me
I can see and I can hear
Footsteps on the walls
Foot steps big and tall

The tossing and turning of human e
one day as sure as the blue in the
This day I am full of pride and d
Then the thoughts I let kill me,
the days where nothing fulfills me

The undeniable truth is the end,
it’s when we truly see things for
The bigger picture comes to life,
us, it’s time to release and let g
You may remember things different

I walked through the halls, trying
Just look forward, with no regret
You speak to me, the words blur to
Every word as soft as a feather.
I can’t make out what you are sayi

As the words spilled out of my lip
Flowing endlessly like a river, no
I only spoke the truth, I spoke m
I am sorry If my truth was in the
You were always the one whom I we

Through my thoughts I think a lot
Young and your life’s on lock
Your existence is there
My existence is here
For a second our lives interfere

Everything is too much for me
I fall in love too easily
Afraid to be happy
I’d still feel dead in Miami
Set free the old me

I constantly find the riveting des
An emotional roller coaster of re
I’m being myself now, and it turns
I wanna get rid of the regret and
I don’t want to do it alone, I ne

Its Sunday..bloody Sunday, have
The words slip out of my mouth lik
When they know they are in the wr
Partially at fault, for letting it
I am partially at fault, partially

It speaks my words
And breaths my name
It makes me wanna go insane
It laughs at my pitty
Screams out the truth

I look at you and see the lies in
The Demond inside you cries the t
Yells words of terror out through
Haunting those precious to you
Nobody knows but you

A feeling that is unfortunately ti
Not a poem that is rhyme-less,
It makes sense, but feels tense.
I swear we shared something real,
I am not quite sure of your ordeal

Silence
Ringing in my ear
I don’t want to think listen or he
What day or year
Haven’t I been sad

The world is constantly spinning
I can’t seem to settle
I’m not winning
Heating up like a kettle
I’m reaching my boiling point

I came here on accident, best acci
Isn’t it clever, how these memorie
A love so slim, it made my blood r
Could never ever begin, the pain t
Lies were your actions, the truth