The clock is ticking
It’s time to decide
Should I choose love
Or should I choose pride
If I don’t make a choice,

time has taken a hold of me
It’s inside me, and I can feel it
I feel it, I can only feel it
My thoughts, dare I reveal it
Time is inside my skull,

Anxiety feels like sharp pains clo
Breath becomes heavy, seething thr
I can feel my lungs, I can feel m
Everything is echoed, every note,
A strong intense desire to rewrite

I have days where every hour is sp
Then there are the days, where I
I numb myself from the external wo
I am not a waste of space, yet a h
I can be ignorant, naive, and argu

I have no words to explain how I
I don’t understand them, and it do
But with the guidance of fantasy
I feel like if I try I can unders
Of every situation

It’s possible to love someone you
It’s hard because these feelings c
Maybe I have a perfect perception
Maybe this perception is not true
I live in a land of wonder in my h

I live a life,
A life to please.
Where no-one knows the in-between.
Some what of an irony.
A soul that is open, lock and key

Silence
Ringing in my ear
I don’t want to think listen or he
What day or year
Haven’t I been sad

Nobody will ever understand the wa
I know that is supposed to be a cl
But it isn’t
Nobody will ever know
They don’t think my thoughts

I feel like I have lived a thousa
Every photograph a different perso
Each memory a lifetime ago.
The future already seems like a me
and here I am seeing the endless p

Everything stops, I look around.
I am the only one moving, making a
Silence is a noise, I cannot hear
I get up I feel the ground,
everyone is here, yet no-ones arou

In the eye of the beholder, holds
for each perspective is far too le
narrow, ripping at the seams.
Have you ever clarified opinions?
Or do you wait behind the curtains

Put your best foot forward!
But, I am cursed with two left fe
Running in circles.
Ironically, no ends meet.
Reckless behaviour,

The world doesn’t always spin in t
And metaphorically we fall.
We get caught off guard because we
Expect nothing.
I know happiness is only real when

I couldn’t imagine,
what life could’ve been
if I would be able
to experience your grin.
Taking my time,

As the words spilled out of my lip
Flowing endlessly like a river, no
I only spoke the truth, I spoke m
I am sorry If my truth was in the
You were always the one whom I we

I open my eyes and I am awakening
The sense of the truth and reality
That I have no idea what’s going
The external world is beyond my re
The devil will always preach

The wave of darkness is coming
It’s strong this time
Pulsating through my veins
I feel pain
It crashes into my skull

What more can we punish ourselves
One last step out the dying door.
It closes and I fear, Ill never g
Confidence, is what I lack.
I wish that one day, Ill find my

I’m higher than you
When I die I’ll look flyer than y
Inspire the truth
Don’t expire your youth
Require the proof

Oh that could’ve been me...
Another fantasy thats run away fro
But it wasn’t meant to be.
That’s what I’ll say to me.
I run away– from anything doubtful

I swear to god I see your face
There’s no one else you could repl
I imagine soft whispers, sweet emb
It takes me to a better place
I’m hoping I didn’t choose wrong

Its a universal paradox
Ties my stomach into knots
Negativity was brewed in thoughts
From the day I was born I thought
Im sorry if I brought you down

I feel the beat within me,
Fearful tonight might be hard.
She had different patients to atte
Who will my soul send to?
Is this a crash, the end to?

Today I was a product of sins,
I let out negative emotions.
Death is knocking on all doors.
It’s time to explore.
Do I have options?

Through my thoughts I think a lot
Young and your life’s on lock
Your existence is there
My existence is here
For a second our lives interfere

I felt my life flash before my sou
It was a horrifying yet incredible
The sun beating down
Glimpses of a second
Seconds in a moment

We never really consider
the time inbetween
The winter and the spring
The spring and the summer
The summer and the fall

Over above and the brightest
The Lord ain’t known as the highe
With you I feel the free-est
Now you better let them bitches be
Relieve it

The clock is ticking for an hour,
Time is gone, and I can only see
An empty wonder of desired, buried
I only cry I only cry, when I tal
I rewind the clock for an hour, an

I always feel pressure
It starts in my head
Pushes it’s way out
Through my chest
This beating heart

We have this preconceptiom– that o
goal things will become infinite–
The world will be somehow ours.
The funny thing is– besides the ac
I’ve reached a goal or am reaching

‘this is all the exists.”
you told me that as I lost focus,
‘I always think of tomorrow.
it doesn’t matter..not here.”

Rising sun,
go to sleep
A new day has begun.
Wake up, afternoon,
Close my eyes,

I can never explain the poison of
It passes by day, it passes by sea
In the endless day of no tomorrow,
She will drown her regret in a poo
Endless nights, and forever tomorr

The undeniable truth is the end,
it’s when we truly see things for
The bigger picture comes to life,
us, it’s time to release and let g
You may remember things different