The clock is ticking
It’s time to decide
Should I choose love
Or should I choose pride
If I don’t make a choice,

I was silenced by your silence,
an internal violence...
An unsuspected science.
What’s the opposite of chemistry?
What do you make of me?

Life has a weird way of
bringing the past back into the pr
Is it just a way to give us hints
circumstances in the future?
Or are we just cursed in an endles

Looked at many
I thought
You are the most beautiful
Most beautiful thing
Above all things in the world

Put your best foot forward!
But, I am cursed with two left fe
Running in circles.
Ironically, no ends meet.
Reckless behaviour,

Obviously the known is gone,
Knowing it all then its dawn.
Thoughts fucked up hey now I can’
Its so hard I just don’t want to
Obviously you know my name,

Its Sunday..bloody Sunday, have
The words slip out of my mouth lik
When they know they are in the wr
Partially at fault, for letting it
I am partially at fault, partially

Once I stumbled, full of defeat.
I could hear the rumbling, under m
I prayed to the heavens, I prayed
“I am not sure who I am, not sure
I was pained, warped, always unsur

As soon as I start writing -
I know it isn’t a good sign.
Why is it that I never write
about anything good?
Maybe I’m afraid I’ll

a sweet, yet bitter taste of the p
a fleeting memory, that happens fa
a day, that no longer exists,
take me into the sweet abyss
a channel in time

Silence
Ringing in my ear
I don’t want to think listen or he
What day or year
Haven’t I been sad

How could I forget
The thought was in my head
Not so long ago
The blackness came
Came over me

I’m in my phase where I’m above i
Laugh it off because,
nothing’s wrong...
It’ll hit me soon.
The realization,

My life is moving forward
I can hear the clock ticking
Like a metronome
A hypnotizing buzz
It leaves me in a haze

Enlighten me
But do not frighten me
I can see and I can hear
Footsteps on the walls
Foot steps big and tall

What if you knew the truth,
that wasn’t the truth.
Fabricated version of the truth...
a romanticized version of the trut
An, outward knowing about the trut

Nobody will ever understand the wa
I know that is supposed to be a cl
But it isn’t
Nobody will ever know
They don’t think my thoughts

It plays over an over again in my
It won’t go away, can’t get out of
5 am and the feelings are all gone
Is it the will to be right or the
Back and forth with the same tune,

All high n’ mighty,
gets low n’ destroyed.
These emotions
one tries to avoid.
Wake up

To me a fatal attraction,
to you just a distraction.
A charity case,
Not worth the chase.
You feel the disgrace,

Sometimes my actions don’t match m
It feels kind of absurd.
That when I speak, I don’t always
Think a thought, speech is slurred
Open mic, spoken word.

To tell you the feeling, I’ll hav
Way passed the story-line, way pas
Not just a feeling, more than a th
A rush of cold air, not just despa
Light-headed memories, leave me st

Its wrestling with an emotion unhe
A guilt that has been burned up,
transferred up and stirred up.
An abandonment to an unknown promi
So loyalty turns into the memory–

I want to say all the things in my
The thoughts won’t come from pen t
And I’m stuck in this position in
My mind screams somebody save her.
The only thing in my head is ur fa

I know you’re settling
Settling for less
I know 'cuz I’ve been there befor
Ice cold desires
Filling the empty void

why do I feel so much?
care so much?
so in touch?
“nice guys” finish last
your kindness was a thing of the p

Everything is too much for me
I fall in love too easily
Afraid to be happy
I’d still feel dead in Miami
Set free the old me

If you’re guilty and you know it,
Karma is just a different form of
Everything you ever said, I’ve go
Tried one more bump, now I’m bumm
Fly one more time, and I’m fucked

I am so goddamn alone,
I have help and guidance, then its
I will always be with me,
Alone, without the propper company
Each minute feels like less or may

The tide brings me in, and I get
Deep deep into the dark blue sea.
Underneath the tower the structure
and now it is time to see.

My words flow from my subconscious
Inhale tell I go on conscious
Tell me where the real love is
I just want to be above this
Can I have your real kiss

It speaks my words
And breaths my name
It makes me wanna go insane
It laughs at my pitty
Screams out the truth

I can’t stop thinking about you,
every waking second of the day
It’s painful, won’t go away
I see your face, my mind melts
Talking to you,

I can never explain the poison of
It passes by day, it passes by sea
In the endless day of no tomorrow,
She will drown her regret in a poo
Endless nights, and forever tomorr

I just realized it’s not my fault
Nothing is
I can’t help it
I know you’ve heard these words be
They sound like an excuse

She was smart, and had a keen memo
He was deep, and did not lack a se
He had humour, and charm.
She had organization, he had chaos
She had a strength in her speech,