The clock is ticking
It’s time to decide
Should I choose love
Or should I choose pride
If I don’t make a choice,

More and more information fills my
I pull out the sift and I try to
all my thoughts my concerns,
outside I complain,
“Bring me to the days where

The energy is high,
frequency turned all the way up.
Attracting all into my universe.
I feel good, so good.
It’s the placebo effect,

The words spilled out of my lips,
Flowing endlessly like a river, no
I only spoke the truth, I spoke m
I am sorry If my truth was in the
You were always the one whom I we

The clock is ticking for an hour,
Time is gone, and I can only see
An empty wonder of desired, buried
I only cry I only cry, when I tal
I rewind the clock for an hour, an

I look at you and see the lies in
The Demond inside you cries the t
Yells words of terror out through
Haunting those precious to you
Nobody knows but you

My life is moving forward
I can hear the clock ticking
Like a metronome
A hypnotizing buzz
It leaves me in a haze

You sold your soul,
for a lead role.
You denied your part in the whole.
A comfortable cage you chose,
where no pain arose.

Sometimes my actions don’t match m
It feels kind of absurd.
That when I speak, I don’t always
Think a thought, speech is slurred
Open mic, spoken word.

Everything is too much for me
I fall in love too easily
Afraid to be happy
I’d still feel dead in Miami
Set free the old me

I couldn’t imagine,
what life could’ve been
if I would be able
to experience your grin.
Taking my time,

The world doesn’t always spin in t
And metaphorically we fall.
We get caught off guard because we
Expect nothing.
I know happiness is only real when

It speaks my words
And breaths my name
It makes me wanna go insane
It laughs at my pitty
Screams out the truth

All high n’ mighty,
gets low n’ destroyed.
These emotions
one tries to avoid.
Wake up

There’s pain in the journey.
Nobody explains the pain,
in the arrival.
I'm try n’ remain
in constant departure,

Its a universal paradox
Ties my stomach into knots
Negativity was brewed in thoughts
From the day I was born I thought
Im sorry if I brought you down

A feeling that is unfortunately ti
Not a poem that is rhyme-less,
It makes sense, but feels tense.
I swear we shared something real,
I am not quite sure of your ordeal

I feel like I have lived a thousa
Every photograph a different perso
Each memory a lifetime ago.
The future already seems like a me
and here I am seeing the endless p

I can feel my consciousness unrave
I’m growing and moving forward
There will always be fear inside m
But isn’t that a great way to star
The fuel in my desire to be higher

My mind is in a different world
I make up stories of the unknown
I put scenarios together
I make a different story
I don’t know what is real

It’s funny we only knew each other
but the the hour and a half I spen
was more real than anything I’d ev
You told me you were with someone,
with me you were just having fun.

I know you’re settling
Settling for less
I know 'cuz I’ve been there befor
Ice cold desires
Filling the empty void

As spring comes near,
the ice melts, the bird’s cheer
for summer is coming here.
As time changes, seasons grow
for nobody really knows

Silence
Ringing in my ear
I don’t want to think listen or he
What day or year
Haven’t I been sad

What if you knew the truth,
that wasn’t the truth.
Fabricated version of the truth...
a romanticized version of the trut
An, outward knowing about the trut

‘The boy at the music store,
not the same person I met before.
New face, new embrace,
quick conversation, so much tempta
A light breeze, a cool freeze,

I saw swirly lines
And breathing walls
I felt the world collapsing in on
Ive been taken to the end of time
Realizing I want to be alone

The real life I live is in my hea
It’s the thoughts I have before I
I replay every conversation I've
Im not sure if that's good or bad.
I wish I could speak freely witho

I know the universe gives what we
Its hard when motivation, I lack.
I am open, and the energy comes.
I close my eyes, and gone is the s
I try so hard to be the only one,

It’s an epiphany in the stars,
that answers questions I’ve had fo
I keep walking on mars, to forget
my lonely years, and those drunken
I wake up without a regret,

My words flow from my subconscious
Inhale tell I go unconscious
Tell me where the real love is
I just want to be above this
Can I have your real kiss

The undeniable truth is the end,
it’s when we truly see things for
The bigger picture comes to life,
us, it’s time to release and let g
You may remember things different

Connections are such a strange thi
Two strangers can share more intim
then any other experience in a lif
I wake up next to a window,
I see the top of a building and di

I have days where every hour is sp
Then there are the days, where I
I numb myself from the external wo
I am not a waste of space, yet a h
I can be ignorant, naive, and argu

I live a life,
A life to please.
Where no-one knows the in-between.
Some what of an irony.
A soul that is open, lock and key

My whole life I have been afraid
The very idea scared me to the cor
Knowing this is an issue I face,