The clock is ticking
It’s time to decide
Should I choose love
Or should I choose pride
If I don’t make a choice,

If you’re guilty and you know it,
Karma is just a different form of
Everything you ever said, I’ve go
Tried one more bump, now I’m bumm
Fly one more time, and I’m fucked

A feeling that is unfortunately ti
Not a poem that is rhyme-less,
It makes sense, but feels tense.
I swear we shared something real,
I am not quite sure of your ordeal

More and more information fills my
I pull out the sift and I try to
all my thoughts my concerns,
outside I complain,
“Bring me to the days where

My life is moving forward
I can hear the clock ticking
Like a metronome
A hypnotizing buzz
It leaves me in a haze

My whole life I have been afraid
The very idea scared me to the cor
Knowing this is an issue I face,

I can hear a soft buzzing in my ea
And a pain in my temples
The thoughts are flowing un –stead
What is life if I have to live th
No choice, no control of what peop

Something was meant to be,
A story was meant to be told.
Relationships were meant to blosso
a life path was made to unfold.
I disrupted fate,

Its Sunday..bloody Sunday, have
The words slip out of my mouth lik
When they know they are in the wr
Partially at fault, for letting it
I am partially at fault, partially

Nobody will ever understand the wa
I know that is supposed to be a cl
But it isn’t
Nobody will ever know
They don’t think my thoughts

I’m in my phase where I’m above i
Laugh it off because,
nothing’s wrong...
It’ll hit me soon.
The realization,

I am so goddamn alone,
I have help and guidance, then its
I will always be with me,
Alone, without the propper company
Each minute feels like less or may

I constantly find the riveting des
An emotional roller coaster of re
I’m being myself now, and it turns
I wanna get rid of the regret and
I don’t want to do it alone, I ne

My heart thumps louder than my fra
Each step I take is a hesitant on
My heart is empty waiting to be fi
And I am so sick and tired of fee
I crawl into bed alone, wake up al

I stepped out into the future unkn
Blinded from all the proof of trut
I see with my eyes closed
But I’m afraid of the dark
I capture the light in my hands

The wave of darkness is coming
It’s strong this time
Pulsating through my veins
I feel pain
It crashes into my skull

Constantly feeling pain.
However, where is my gain?
But, I can’t complain...
Cuz’ theres always worse than me,
Its a freakin’ tragedy.

What if you knew the truth,
that wasn’t the truth.
Fabricated version of the truth...
a romanticized version of the trut
An, outward knowing about the trut

The clock is ticking for an hour,
Time is gone, and I can only see
An empty wonder of desired, buried
I only cry I only cry, when I tal
I rewind the clock for an hour, an

time has taken a hold of me
It’s inside me, and I can feel it
I feel it, I can only feel it
My thoughts, dare I reveal it
Time is inside my skull,

a sweet, yet bitter taste of the p
a fleeting memory, that happens fa
a day, that no longer exists,
take me into the sweet abyss
a channel in time

Anxiety feels like sharp pains clo
Breath becomes heavy, seething thr
I can feel my lungs, I can feel m
Everything is echoed, every note,
A strong intense desire to rewrite

I saw swirly lines
And breathing walls
I felt the world collapsing in on
Ive been taken to the end of time
Realizing I want to be alone

Take a glance, the clock’s the sam
each, and every day.
Think a thought, the thought comes
almost every day.
Fantasize, close my eyes,

I always feel pressure
It starts in my head
Pushes it’s way out
Through my chest
This beating heart

You formed me to be who I am toda
I guess I cannot just give you bl
You’re not the only ones
Everything I’ve done to you,
You have done to me

‘this is all the exists.”
you told me that as I lost focus,
‘I always think of tomorrow.
it doesn’t matter..not here.”

What ever is black and white,
Does not describe tomorrow .
What is grey, describes the next 7
A hollowed out truth, nothing expe
We tore down the walls of tomorrow

I know you’re settling
Settling for less
I know 'cuz I’ve been there befor
Ice cold desires
Filling the empty void

Rising sun,
go to sleep
A new day has begun.
Wake up, afternoon,
Close my eyes,

It’s possible to love someone you
It’s hard because these feelings c
Maybe I have a perfect perception
Maybe this perception is not true
I live in a land of wonder in my h

The rain stopped
And the dew drops
Are glistening
Like stars, beckoning the truth
Against my wet window

can beauty exist without pain
can the rain-forest exist
without the cries from the rain
the novelty of remembering one’s n
is like a creature in the great te

I look at you and see the lies in
The Demond inside you cries the t
Yells words of terror out through
Haunting those precious to you
Nobody knows but you

Its a universal paradox
Ties my stomach into knots
Negativity was brewed in thoughts
From the day I was born I thought
Im sorry if I bring you down

I open my eyes and I am awakening
The sense of the truth and reality
That I have no idea what’s going
The external world is beyond my re
The devil will always preach