The clock is ticking
It’s time to decide
Should I choose love
Or should I choose pride
If I don’t make a choice,

I can never explain the poison of
It passes by day, it passes by sea
In the endless day of no tomorrow,
She will drown her regret in a poo
Endless nights, and forever tomorr

I live a life,
A life to please.
Where no-one knows the in-between.
Some what of an irony.
A soul that is open, lock and key

Silence
Ringing in my ear
I don’t want to think listen or he
What day or year
Haven’t I been sad

It speaks my words
And breaths my name
It makes me wanna go insane
It laughs at my pitty
Screams out the truth

We sit beside each other in silenc
No one makes a noise
Every day goes on
Lists made
Things to do

My mind is in a different world
I make up stories of the unknown
I put scenarios together
I make a different story
I don’t know what is real

I made a choice, now I have to ru
If the universe picked this path f
Am I messing with fate, will the
I got to close my eyes and realize
I often miss things so much that

Today I was a product of sins,
I let out negative emotions.
Death is knocking on all doors.
It’s time to explore.
Do I have options?

What ever is black and white,
Does not describe tomorrow .
What is grey, describes the next 7
A hollowed out truth, nothing expe
We tore down the walls of tomorrow

My heart thumps louder than my fra
Each step I take is a hesitant on
My heart is empty waiting to be fi
And I am so sick and tired of fee
I crawl into bed alone, wake up al

She was smart, and had a keen memo
He was deep, and did not lack a se
He had humour, and charm.
She had organization, he had chaos
She had a strength in her speech,

My life is moving forward
I can hear the clock ticking
Like a metronome
A hypnotizing buzz
It leaves me in a haze

‘The boy at the music store,
not the same person I met before.
New face, new embrace,
quick conversation, so much tempta
A light breeze, a cool freeze,

I can feel the feeling
What’s that feeling
It’s tingling in my feet
Creeping through me
Surrounding me whole

I can feel my consciousness unrave
I’m growing and moving forward
There will always be fear inside m
But isn’t that a great way to star
The fuel in my desire to be higher

The beginning to the end,
no time to pretend,
that time is our friend.
Tomorrow, & today, we live our Su
its all the same– it’s no old news

Its too late now, words are spoken
I give you gratitude, as a token.
What I gave to you, is a piece of
I close my eyes, cannot look can’t
I move forward, no turning back,

I could die today and it would all
Just the fear that id stay alive i
Ironically I keep living,
Each day I lay in my death bed,
Ignoring the outside world

I feel like I have lived a thousa
Every photograph a different perso
Each memory a lifetime ago.
The future already seems like a me
and here I am seeing the endless p

There’s pain in the journey.
Nobody explains the pain,
in the arrival.
I'm try n’ remain
in constant departure,

The man with the black top hat, an
He came to my door, and shook my h
Said, fear is near, you must shed
You think this is bad, oh just wai
I let him in, poured him tea.

I’m in my phase where I’m above i
Laugh it off because,
nothing’s wrong...
It’ll hit me soon.
The realization,

I’m never comfortable, I’m always
Take me back to the beginning
It will all be the same
Step forward a bit, turn around
It will all be the same

‘this is all the exists.”
you told me that as I lost focus,
‘I always think of tomorrow.
it doesn’t matter..not here.”

It’s possible to love someone you
It’s hard because these feelings c
Maybe I have a perfect perception
Maybe this perception is not true
I live in a land of wonder in my h

My words flow from my subconscious
Inhale tell I go unconscious
Tell me where the real love is
I just want to be above this
Can I have your real kiss

Everything is too much for me
I fall in love too easily
Afraid to be happy
I’d still feel dead in Miami
Set free the old me

I came here on accident, best acci
Isn’t it clever, how these memorie
A love so slim, it made my blood r
Could never ever begin, the pain t
Lies were your actions, the truth

More and more information fills my
I pull out the sift and I try to
all my thoughts my concerns,
outside I complain,
“Bring me to the days where

I know you’re settling
Settling for less
I know 'cuz I’ve been there befor
Ice cold desires
Filling the empty void

I find myself in situations where
Observing people and time as time
I keep looking into the past
Then next thing I know it’s two y
The date keeps changing

I feel myself getting stronger,
inside me something is growing.
I hear a voice inside my head,
—a higher knowing.
Life keeps moving forward,

I open my eyes and I am awakening
The sense of the truth and reality
That I have no idea what’s going
The external world is beyond my re
The devil will always preach

Through my thoughts I think a lot
Young and your life’s on lock
Your existence is there
My existence is here
For a second our lives interfere

A feeling that is unfortunately ti
Not a poem that is rhyme-less,
It makes sense, but feels tense.
I swear we shared something real,
I am not quite sure of your ordeal