Simply Me Venting
On a scale I weigh my thoughts..my actions..my wounds
pertaining to you...
So far, bad is what the scale is screaming
And unfortunatley I forgive you
This is not the first Unfortunate Forgiveness
That I’ve dished your way...
But there isn’t much I can say...
I’m only here when you want me...
And I’m quiet as can be when it comes to your
Dirty deeds and you caring about me...
And unfortunately I forgive you...
But it shouldn’t be this way...
I’m fed up with your lies
And all the games you play...
So my Unfortunate Forgiveness I give to you no more...
Supposedly we are on the same page...
We had an agreement
No matter what happened, nothing would change
Such lies!!!
Everyday I wake up with you on my mind
There was nothing I wouldn’t do for you
All it took was a call or a text
When you needed me I was there
I admit... things got a little off track but that
NEVER changed the love I had for you
Being there for you....fucked around and slipped up...
Such a pecious gift...
...forever gone...
Where the fuck were you??????
You weren’ t there to hold my hand...
You weren’t there to comfort or console me...
Where the fuck were you??????????
I loved you with all my heart
No....
I love you...
...but I won’t be that chick that you can drop
When you want and pick back up where you left off
You told me you love me too...
Deep down inside I want to believe you
But deep down inside I truly believe it was a joke...
...a scam... a trick just to get what you wanted...
...texts, calls all the time
Smiles, hugs and kisses
All of that meant nothing to you...
..or at least that’s how it seems
Now the question seems to be
“Who the fuck are you?”
You’ve yet to be real with me
Sometimes I wish I could change things
But sadly I don’t want to change the fact that I love you
(2013)
