Question: Am I some type of failure? Because when you look at me... I feel like some kind of idiot fool.
Question: Do I disgust you? Because I feel like every time I walk past you, you want to throw up in my face.
Question: Why do you hate me? Because every time I speak to you .. it’s like my lips are moving but.. words aren’t coming out.
Question: Do you love me? Or does the idea of it makes you want to do unexplainable things to yourself with knives, needles, and baseball bats.
Am I that revolting? Do you hate my guts? What have I done to make you hate me so much? I’m only a teen. I’ve done bad things but always tried to do Good things. But it’s never enough is it? Sorry Mom if I’m not the spitting image of you except the fact of having a child at age 13 ..if you wanted to me to I would.. All you have to do is say the word and in 9 months you would have grandkids.. Sorry Dad if I don’t meet your every goal and expectation you have set for me except the fact that I punched a girl in the face and made her face bleed.....
Question: Did I fail you? Because every time I come to you with something that I accomplished some thing that I achieved.. you always tell me how I could have done better
Question: Do you regret me? Because every time you hive me a speech or a heart to heart talk about life.. You never fail to mention the things I never got a pinch to.. what you could have have been if it wasn’t for me..
Question: How come you didn’t abort me? Because you always seem to make me wonder why am I here and that don’t you don’t want me..
Answer: My Grandma told me that the true truth prevails the lies that have been told.. don’t know what that means or what that has to do with anything but I just thought I should lead you on like you do me