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Let Me Forget

Everybody

They never let me forget.  They constantly remind me how Short I am.. how big my nose is..  how little my breast is..  how Short my hair is.. how small my butt is..  how I can’t remember most of the conversation we had this morning..  they never let me forget..  Always telling me how stupid I am.. how I can’t do anything Right.. how I always ruin things for them.. They never let me forget..  how I’m my mother’s child..  how I’m my father’s child..  how they think history repeats itself..  how I’m  starting to be them.. They never let me forget .. how my mom had me at 13 .. how my Dad fought almost every guy in sight..  how they hurt each other..  how they hurt me.. how I hurt them..  They never let me forget..  how old I am.. how the pimples on my face grow..  how these dark spots are all over my body.. how hurt they are because of who they think I’ve become.. how disrespectful and fast think I’ve become..  They never let me forget..  how they hide their love with hate.. how they take it all out on me..  how everyone thinks of me.. how I’m  too Happy to be hurt.. how I don’t know pain..  They never let me forget.. that my both of my grandfather’s left my parents with their mother’s and eventually got replaced..  that most of my friends close and far are rape victims..that I was an accident waiting to happen..  that I became everything that they thought I would..  but I can’t make them remember..  Remember what I remember.. because they won’t let me forget..

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