My life is one big blur of broken and lost love by the one I loved the most for the shortest period of time and I'm spending the rest of my life distracting myself of my brokenness and forever waiting for my dearest.

> On top of that I come from a long past of death,mourning and despair. My gone father, my hero, a fallen soldier. My brother, never got to see the essence of this world, lost his breath at birth in the hospital. My mother, cheated on, beaten on, went head to head against death, passed through jail cells, but you will always see her with a smile, that's my guardian angel, the only thing/one/person I have left.

~ That is all you need to know about me.