I’ve been bluntly lied to in the face, & I’ve been cheated all out til the last bit, which i once thought was the purest heart.

Having to find out the portrayal of something that was suppose to be so loyal.

Trust was defeated by inner intuition, because what you feel is what you know.

Do you go & give yourself the mental space you need?, expand your arms to the obsticals that had you so trapped, but are now free, or do you sike yourself outta all your fears that have now came true & remain that to the person that lied to you, cheated on you, was unloyal to you?, either way we were both playing a fool & still are, but the ironic thing is knowing this, & then still expect to grow.

Still having to exchange those kisses, words, hugs & the up most... intimacy.

Do you become a stronger person by letting it go, even though you know what you know, that everyday your mind will forever hold on, to the hurt, the battles’ you fought, not to mention the bridges you crossed, only to have now been burned out.

Keep it all together, fake the emotion of happiness now on to your face.

Play the game where it’s to be played or do you bail out & just let anyone take your place, all the time that could have been special, but still was in it’s own way just go by?

Is it okay for someone to hurt you, even when you hurt yourself?

Do you hold on and keep silent to hold the things you want, or do you come to terms of voicing your needs, & jeopardizing having everything fall out of place, as if it were ever in place?

Trying to give space, knowing that too much had been taken... advantage of.

Do you still love the same love, the one that once had the best listening ears’, the one that could fly you to the moon & back just from the thought of imagining, because they once gave you everything you ever needed and was so priceless at the same time, but can they now?

Do you let lightning strike the same place twice or do you just let the fires’ die?

Do you keep your hopes high & know that there is faith in the midst of the sky?

Hold on to the only love that is still left & stay there cause everyone & everything else has completely died?

Do you still see love in the eyes of the sometimes perfect stranger, fall deeper & deeper being aware of the fact that you could be in the company of massive danger?. 2-13-14  _Sincerely, Paradise