(2014)
At this point, my anxiety and depression were snowballing into what they are today.
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Of the Day. I want to feel alive. Whole. I want to know
Why do you listen to the lies? How do you not see
Give. Everything. All that I own, All that I have owned, and All that I will own. My love, past, and future
I wander the desert an empty jug my only possession. My water has long run dry, my lips now used to
Alone I stand Pondering my arts the fruits of my labors. All is good and I lay down my bru… But there is a voice,
Much have I wandered From one life to another. My sorrows I have pondered, injustices that threaten to smothe… A mind of barbs and brambles
I think I understand Why Adam took that bite. To throw away Eden, peace, love, God’s favor. Because, in the end,
Was it too much to ask? Perhaps this truly is fair, some retribution for past misdeeds or a shield against unnecessary pa… But that is not for you to decide
When others see me, What do they really see? Is it what they want to see? Or is it me? Do they see misconceptions
A pit of spikes A trench fill with mustard gas. A stiletto between the ribs.
The oak had a song sung from its branches. A melody
First, A mistake. Quicksand. Second, A broken promise.
Some say Hell is fire and brimstone. Some say Ice and darkness. Endless suffering, Eternal damnation.
Forces of Nature more powerful than earthquakes, than tsunamis, the bane of happiness
A simple question. A complex answer. Three letters which encapsulate everything we do.