(2014)
At this point, my anxiety and depression were snowballing into what they are today.
When others see me, What do they really see? Is it what they want to see? Or is it me? Do they see misconceptions
Sunshadows, for I wish not to wake. But rather to sleep within the
A Gentle Breeze Warm crowns of light Rustling trees The summer’s delight Gossamer threads
Still feel alone? How, when I have friends, I have family. I have no right
Alone I stand Pondering my arts the fruits of my labors. All is good and I lay down my bru… But there is a voice,
Some say Hell is fire and brimstone. Some say Ice and darkness. Endless suffering, Eternal damnation.
Why do you listen to the lies? How do you not see
Give. Everything. All that I own, All that I have owned, and All that I will own. My love, past, and future
So, you don’t drink? or smoke? So, you are better than them? You let them use you, and you take the fall for them,
Of the Day. I want to feel alive. Whole. I want to know
When is something truly hopeless? Is it when you cannot go on? When life throws impossible obstac… Is it that moment when you give up… Tired of the injustice and apathy?
The one I Love most. My outlet of reason, The voice through the phone. A mirror of sorts.
Death is peace, death is silence, death is final. There can be no further pain. But there can be no further hope.
That elusive mindset, where it all falls into place. But where do I lie? Am I lacking? Lying on the borderline?
People assume it is about the catch, the prize. And, for some it is. But for me, it is so much