(2014)
If it hurts, If it brings misery, Why does it happen again and again? How can so much
A pit of spikes A trench fill with mustard gas. A stiletto between the ribs.
The one I Love most. My outlet of reason, The voice through the phone. A mirror of sorts.
A simple question. A complex answer. Three letters which encapsulate everything we do.
You Were the sunlight. You brought me
Because of what I have done, these failures were just too much. This final fall with follow me Forever. There were no harsh words,
People assume it is about the catch, the prize. And, for some it is. But for me, it is so much
Forces of Nature more powerful than earthquakes, than tsunamis, the bane of happiness
Sunshadows, for I wish not to wake. But rather to sleep within the
First, A mistake. Quicksand. Second, A broken promise.
Much have I wandered From one life to another. My sorrows I have pondered, injustices that threaten to smothe… A mind of barbs and brambles
How can I ever Prove to you? For a chance that was never leaped. A divide
What do I do now? Where do I go from here? What does this mean for us? How Do
I let you go Why? After countless hours, After loving words, and secrets,
Still feel alone? How, when I have friends, I have family. I have no right