Let me go out of my way -
For the next time you ask me why again,
Why i go out of my way to be there for you,
I want you to read this to yourself each time.
My dear, when this heart comits to another–
You must understand–
You must understand, that i am a woman.
And in this life of mine so far, ive struggled.
Yet by the grace of God, I’ve always had just Enough.
Enough patience, enough strength, & enough support.
For when i met you, i looked at you as something God sent my way–
While, i walk with sinful feet, to exploit this aid–
I’m only human, and i seek repentance.
This heart is not an easy one,
just a convenient one to blame.
Blind, with a mind of its own.
But i am a woman, and oh! to be a woman.
There is this feminine energy in me,
waiting for clear grounds to be unleashed,
Hopelessly searching for a strong man, to love her tender, delicate soul.
For the woman in me shuns her femininity to such diplomatic extents,
That her only way to be strong, is to shadow her own weaknesses,
Her very delicate, emotional, being– that brews her femininity.
Have you ever heard of how they say,
That when a woman is truly secure in your company,
It is then when she would finally shut down her masculine energy.
Her seeking for a strong man, is strength beyond physique,
but someone who knows what it means to be a man.
In you i see a strong man, & in you i see–
An essence of what could someday be–
For when I’m weak, i believe I’ll be safe in your arms.
In time maybe my gaurd will come off,
And I’ll be delicate around you,
for I’ll be free from the fears of the world–
But until then, when i seek so much from you
Only to allow myself to feel okay to be weak,
To be emotional, heartfelt, and naive–
I only wish to reciprocate my expectations of you
Unto actions of care and love.
You call me woman, surely you must understand.
I have this inherent need to care for him whom i love
For when this heart accepts its fate with someone,
I pour my self out into it dedicatedly. Honestly. and Completely.
Then again, this is how you read a women.
For when she sees in you a man she sees herself with
She puts your first, cares and loves, relentlessly.
But if you fail to secure her insecurities, Before its too late–
you’ll loose a woman who was willing to love you
even when you only reflected a potential.
Insane. Is what i must sound to you,
But there is this energy in me, to love–
Physically, emotionally, and in many other ways
That seeks an outlet to pour my love into–
And there you are, so let me go out of my way, okay?
Just promise me, you won’t make me regret any of it.
