i can’t be the one you need

you wanted a man and you chose me

who am i to sculpt my body if not god himself, he who could not create me.

i’m not a real man,

i’ve carved myself out of stone

to match the men i wish i could be.

you see me as everything i am not

i am complex,

how can i be yours if i am not mine

this body does not belong to me,

i am your self made man.