This monster...
I can’t see it
I can’t control it
I can feel it
I know it’s there
I can’t escape this nightmare
I have to accept who I am
I have to try to move on
I have to pretend it’s not there
I have to try to be normal
I can’t accept this fate
I have to find a way to change this
But there is no cure
A non curable case
Why
Why does it make me think like this
Nobody could ever understand this Hell
I need to escape this nightamare
I can’t see the light
The only time of day I see is the night
I can’t keep living like this
To get better is my only wish
I want to be like the rest of them
But maybe this is how I’m supposed to live
This isn’t something that they understand
That this monster stays with me for eternity
My emptiness keeps me company
The shadows always taunt me
This hate will always haunt me
I can’t get away
All I can do is pray
It’s like I’m never in motion
It’s like I’m forever frozen
Nobody can completely understand this
The only information they have is misleading
They don’t know
They don’t ever know what I feel
I lie
Lie
And lie again
I hate this Hell...
