Elegant Sorrow
What is this something
I have been trying to articulate
So many ways yet they all sound the same
Still no answers
Found
What are these memories that fill my thoughts
Feeding my rage
Absolving my hope
to feel
peel back layers
filling my thought
still no answers for what I feel
darkness I feel often
cold
an elegant sorrow
filling my heart
absolving my hope
drained of emotion sleepless often
in the night I write of you
a memory; a many memories
yet all sound the same
dark cold
with sorrow
rage absolving my hope
love feeds my fear
peeling back layers to find
I am alone
As I have been
As I will be
To know me is to love me
Hate me all the same
Still you know not my memories
As I articulate my thoughts
You know not this emptiness
Cold darkness
Feeding my rage
Absolving my love
Within hope
Less felt
I am alone
As I have been
As I will be
(2013)
