Understand
I know there is a reason for everything I do.
But looking back on the choices I made.
And the outcomes of those choices.
It makes me feel like I am one stupid girl.
Because my feeling are not how I want them to be.
They long for you and beg for your love.
Although, like I said there is a reason for everything I do.
So there is no regret, but their is always a future.
So I may make another choice to get what I have lost.
But the sad thing is, now I am afraid of the outcome.
Afraid if you will accept or reject.
Or afraid of the things I will never say.
Since, I am shy and I know I made a mistake.
I can’t seem to to get the word’s to say,
I love you and I want you back babe.
