This is Something I Need to Say
I’m angry and I know it
Bad part is only my heart knows it
Good part is I won’t deny it
But I’ll hide it
Lash out later and start all over
This is something I need to say
Deep rejection of existence
Cuz showing compassion is resisting
And I’ll no longer stop to show respect or even listen
Since the shit that I feel is obviously to much for you to fit in
When only time can heal brokenness
Empty promises
Constant missing
And you’re always on a mission
Doing nothing
You say it’s business
But you and I both know it isn’t
This is something I need to say
And since this is a repeating thing
I’ll pretend with you and play this imagination game
And it’s sad cuz there’s always been something missing
Maybe I’ll always be angry
And search for what isn’t
And deep down I might love you
But it’s hard to say
And I hate to say it because it feels so fake
And when it comes to the moments I have to put on face
I’ll grit my teeth
Put on a smile and you’ll hear me say
You’re the best I love you dad
... If only I could relate
This is something I need to say
