I gaze off into the distance, just thinking of what could be

Never realized what her loss would truly take out of me.

The wind blows and the sun sets day after day

But I lose count of the hours, never knowing what to say.

My mind is blank, just like a fresh canvas page

And I feel no emotion, neither happiness nor rage.

Then, suddenly, someone new enters my life

But she is gone so quick and it feels like I was pierced with a knife.

I don’t know what to do, or how to control myself anymore

And it’s eating away at me, right down to the core.

I’ve been thinking a while just what to do.

And here’s my goodbye I shall say to you.

With me comes pain and an empty soul

And nothing I can do will make me ever feel whole.

So I take the blade and cut my wrists,

The blood drains from me til nothing more exists.

Now finally I’m happy as the angels fly by

And with her I can be again, and never again shall cry.

For she completes me and death was the only answer

For life without her was like slowly dying with cancer.

And with her my soul is no longer away

And I can be with her for every single day.