Do I have to fight For our love? Or was our love Devoured by night? Our txts became less frequent

I listened but didn’t comprehend The meaning to my existence Is but an end To which there is no mean Gravitating towards starlight

Grasping at pipe dreams Something good Is never what it seems Riding a wave of discontent The sting of doubt unrelenting

Dreaming in black & white Bracing for a fight Chasing shadows through the night Trying to avoid all light For fear of being hated

Falling through a slit between the… Hoping to erase the hopelessness Sleeplessness brings Chasing after forgotten memories Longing to ascertain the meaning o…

You said you loved me But you love me in vain I can’t forget the things said I can’t forget what was done I’m permanently scarred

You made dinner for you & I Asked if I’d like to spend the ni… You invited me into your bed You took your time Fighting your desires

Reaching in the frigid cold Searching for a hand to hold To give me hope To give me strength In the hallows of my mind

Dying a little bit each day I’m a… Yearning for your touch Like the desert yearns for rain Trying to pretend I don’t need yo… That I don’t miss you

Twenty five Afraid to live Afraid to tempt fate To want what others have– How sinful of me

Fighting in shades of gray Mouthing words I cannot say Before the battle ends Night descends Falling upon hearts betrayed

Yelling for no reason Overreacting because I love you Accusing me of treason I can’t stand you Ignoring me

Feel the need to dance away Feel the need to sail away Flying over tree tops My mind all in knots Feel the urgency to runaway

Danger stalks far & wide Questions linger in the air Waiting at the curb to catch a rid… Staring at the car lights Ready to set off a flare