Floating in a wave of obscurity My heart is a world of secrecy Giving my hopes to the wind Relinquishing my dreams for clarit… I never meant to hurt you

When you want to sleep But the sheep are gone Lying flat on your back Staring into black Playing with shadows

The cold wind blows Enveloping my fears Standing at the precipice Between life & death Vapors transfigure

You said you loved me But you love me in vain I can’t forget the things said I can’t forget what was done I’m permanently scarred

Creating something Out of nothing Piecing together a tapestry Hoping others see its artistry Lingering by the wayside

Wondering what I did wrong? What’d I say to make you walk awa… I guess we both weren’t strong eno… Maybe we’re better off this way Me sitting alone in my apartment

Maybe we’re wasting time Pretending to be fine Not addressing the strain We inflicted on our brains Naming names

Asking if I’ll be ok While the music Continues to play Crying in the dark Somehow we lost

It’s souls midnight And I’m alone baying at the moon It’s a soulless kinda night Where the crazies & maniacs swoon Drowning in a flood of emotions

Irrational Fighting emotions Logical Fighting devotion Counting sheep

Abandoning logic Giving into my emotions Diving into a torrent of magic Swallowing a strange illogic Dancing in the rain

Do I have to fight For our love? Or was our love Devoured by night? Our txts became less frequent

Smiling while letting go Everything black has turned to sno… Digging to unearth buried feelings Searching for love everlasting In this world unabashedly

The organs played As I began to fray Sitting in a state Of being perpetual irate Supposing death a suiting thing

Killing questions with shade Sipping cool-aid under palm trees Watching haters burn & fade Into the sea Dancing stupid under flashing ligh…