A Brand New Me
Why am I so unhappy when life is
giving me all I need?
Why is it always misery that
I choose to feed?
Why do I choose to disguise my emotions
with a painted on smile?
Why does it feel like when I’m taking a
step I’m crawling a mile?
Well now the time has come to start a
fresh as the days go on,
To face the world,
smile and stay strong,
Remember and revert back to
the person I used to be,
The more positive, bubbly, party girl
hidden inside of me.
I don’t understand how I lost
the person I once felt,
Before I used to write, sing and
dance and inside I would melt,
It helped forget, delay and hide any
problems in life I used to get,
Partying and enjoying the night with
the friends that I met.
I used to be known for my slim figure, my
confidence but mostly my wiggle,
Shaking my bomb uncontrollably to the
music, the one stood in the middle,
I shook dancing to the music, to
the rhythm and to the beat,
I laughed and smiled with my friends
the night was always a treat.,
Barriers stop us going back it
would never be the same,
Years passed, people have grown apart
it’s such a shame,
I keep the life I once lived
a happy thought,
I will gather them moments till I
have them all caught.
Memories - the ones that still
make me smile,
Never caring about impressing
with a certain style,
happy days, I try to refrain,
Look towards the positive
bits that still remain.
It’s time to bring back the strength
in me, to dance and to sing,
To dance, sing and party till I
hear the school bell ring,
I’m releasing the party girl in me,
once again setting her free,
A difference and change in
me world prepare to see.
Life might have taken from
me but now I’m back,
I didn’t lose myself totally so
I’m ready to attack,
The person I have
become I aim to lose,
The new me will
leave a bruise.
I’m now here to live and
forget the past,
The new attitude is
here to last,
Smiles and laughter is
always the key,
A party girl I’ll remain
and always be!!
