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I want to hate you I want to blame you For all the pain In my heart I want to hate you
Take care In how you engage the battle of who can care less. though it may
REST! REST! REST! It is finished he has said put no faith in your own hands
once you loved me i know this is true its veracity is beyond a doubt once your face lit up when I entered your vision
I want you Out of my head Out of my heart I want your memory To leave me be
You drew me too deep inside.Only to cast me away. Playing
Driven too long with out coolant With out lubricant, my wife Blew the head gasket on the old Buick century. Now lifeless on the flatbed. Wait…
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
Can you Unravel the lies You tell yourself To make it through Your uneasy
I’ve lost it again The words were just there Right on the tip Of my mind Now they’ve descended
I never told you a lie I was honest from the start You knew about my wife You knew who I was You accepted the facts
Life is right judgement Wisdom divides great from small Wrongness has no life
If anyone but you Had told me not to talk to you They would never have succeeded I let you go Because you asked me to.
You are a pain I can’t put out of… You are an ache I can’t cease to… The momentary joy worth limitless… Knowing the pain that was before m… I chose to embrace that momentary…
Too long trapped Hopeless and caged Owned and enraged I saw a way out Extinguished my apathy