Today Today is the last day I am going to do this to myself The last day I will hold on to any hope Today is the last day
Still holding (though I want to let go) Hope is so elusive It just won’t come near Hopelessness and foolishness Grasping to things that just aren’ I can’t seem to find freedom
Self Determination Self Determination It’s never free There is always a cost Self determination Requires 1
Over the hill When I got over the hill the girls hooted and I skated down the fun side of the arched bridge over the river. Carving hard
Greatest moments In this life We have moments Both good and bad We have them all But the best moments
Vanilla Milkshake All the spaces between. All the things left unsaid. They are like the air packed into a vanilla milkshake 1
Possession She was never mine I was never her’s Neither loved as a possession Both possessed By the love we shared
Letting go Letting go Is not a choice That I can just make There are no simple steps I can mechanically perform 3
Scrap Metal Driven too long with out coolant With out lubricant, my wife Blew the head gasket on the old Buick century. Now lifeless on the flatbed. Wait
Lamenting Eden Naked and unashamed The garden abandoned Acceptance exchanged alienation in judgement alone 1 1
Who am I? Who am I now? I’m not the man I was before You’ve changed something Done something big You’ve opened up a door 1
The Cost Our love cost you dear It cost you all A price I would have willingly pa Though that cost Sadly landed on you
The rain Here comes the rain To wash away All the things the could have been Here comes the rain ( again) A cleansing flood 1
Untitled #1 Why won’t it go away This feeling of emptiness That you left in your wake I keep hoping I will get over you It took so little to ensnare you 3
Exchanging griefs I can’t help wondering Was that really you Could it have been so High If I could answer 1
A prayer to my murdered muse I have done you Oh, so wrong. I have never given you What you need Forgive my failure
Insecurity I can no longer trust my mind not to betray me, and devour me To bury me with thoughts of insecu Was it love was it something else
Men who go home to wives who don't care The million incandescent bulbs that line Gibbs St from Barrett Place to Main go out just after midnight. Stragg smokers sit or stand in the alley 1 2
Too many times Too many times you told me Too many times “if I had known” Too many times “ I wouldn’t do it Too many times “ I fell too far s Too many times I never measured u
Carnal knowledge Everyone thinks they know what is best. The path they have chosen Must fit all. Knowledge of Right and wrong 1
I'll take your silence as refusal I don’t know if you read these things But if you do I’ll take your silence as a 2
Your Integrity holds me It has never changed My heart’s inclination. I am still drawn to you. Having known you I cannot see you 2
Lost my thought I’ve lost it again The words were just there Right on the tip Of my mind Now they’ve descended
The Life of the Party After the party Red solo cups and used rubbers filled with unrealized potential, liter
What's not to love I love your grace Always seeing beyond The ruins left In the wake of sin I love your strength
