(2014)
I want to hate you I want to blame you For all the pain In my heart I want to hate you
The way to a man’s heart Is through his stomach Or so the saying goes But things are seldom So simple as that
You’re still My favorite person A thing Impervious to change Your memory
Too long trapped Hopeless and caged Owned and enraged I saw a way out Extinguished my apathy
I didn’t know what it was like to… then you showed me what it was lik… I didn’t know what it was like to… Then you came along and accepted m… I didn’t know I could feel so dee…
In the street. Pensive glares pregnant with meaning. Imagined Memories. Greetings between Former lovers wrenched
I have done you Oh, so wrong. I have never given you What you need Forgive my failure
Today is the last day I am going to do this to myself The last day I will hold on to any hope Today is the last day
Staring down Into my own Oblivion Self destruction Impossible to escape
The battle rages on Leaves me weary Restless and weak But at This moment
2015-01-01-19-13-39_poetryx World Divided I sit here alone waiting on the edge harsh reality
I can’t help wondering Was that really you Could it have been so High If I could answer
I thought I was the adult I had the years that is without question But experience and wisdom Those were yours
Nothing to see in your Reflection The only life you possess Is what you Devour
The two of them sat face to face by the banks of the narrow stream smoking cigarettes, throwing stone… and dismantling