To my favorite person
(2014)
Just know that you have been lied to. By other than me.
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Little I can do Now that I have injured you I must disgust you
Who am I now? I’m not the man I was before You’ve changed something Done something big You’ve opened up a door
I want to hate you I want to blame you For all the pain In my heart I want to hate you
2014-12-29-22-53-36_poetryx choose each moment how to act what to say
The battle rages on Leaves me weary Restless and weak But at This moment
Life is right judgement Wisdom divides great from small Wrongness has no life
Nothing to see in your Reflection The only life you possess Is what you Devour
The two of them sat face to face by the banks of the narrow stream smoking cigarettes, throwing stone… and dismantling
All the spaces between. All the things left unsaid. They are like the air packed into a vanilla milkshake
There are so many things I’d like to say to you But when I see your face My mind just goes blank I’m terrified
In the street. Pensive glares pregnant with meaning. Imagined Memories. Greetings between Former lovers wrenched
To have kept you Would have cost me Nothing To have lost you
One more meeting Just one more Rendezvous And the courage To speak up
You drew me too deep inside.Only to cast me away. Playing
You’re still My favorite person A thing Impervious to change Your memory