To my favorite person
(2014)
Just know that you have been lied to. By other than me.
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Naked and unashamed The garden abandoned Acceptance exchanged alienation in judgement alone
Letting go Is not a choice That I can just make There are no simple steps I can mechanically perform
Blessed to see Even momentarily To touch The greatest of heights reached by two people of one mind
I broke something beautiful I had prior commitments I was not free to live out that fantasy
I love your grace Always seeing beyond The ruins left In the wake of sin I love your strength
Are you the person I met? The person I fell in love with? Were you really just someone else; Trying to be what you thought I w… Are you anyone?
I didn’t know what it was like to… then you showed me what it was lik… I didn’t know what it was like to… Then you came along and accepted m… I didn’t know I could feel so dee…
You’re still My favorite person A thing Impervious to change Your memory
Easy to lament Greatness touched and then gone bu… Few taste it at all
Little I can do Now that I have injured you I must disgust you
2014-12-28-21-44-05 It is a myth When they say “The pieces you give away You never get back”
All the spaces between. All the things left unsaid. They are like the air packed into a vanilla milkshake
The two of them sat face to face by the banks of the narrow stream smoking cigarettes, throwing stone… and dismantling
There are so many things I’d like to say to you But when I see your face My mind just goes blank I’m terrified
Hope is so elusive It just won’t come near Hopelessness and foolishness Grasping to things that just aren’… I can’t seem to find freedom