(2015)
There are so many things I’d like to say to you But when I see your face My mind just goes blank I’m terrified
once you loved me i know this is true its veracity is beyond a doubt once your face lit up when I entered your vision
I want to have it all A full meal with all the flavors Of the single morsel You fed me
I broke something beautiful I had prior commitments I was not free to live out that fantasy
Self Determination It’s never free There is always a cost Self determination Requires
Naked and unashamed The garden abandoned Acceptance exchanged alienation in judgement alone
You drew me too deep inside.Only to cast me away. Playing
There was a day. it was in August we visited your mother in the hospital. Afterwards we wen… to a beach side burger joint.
A powerful master Frequently cloaked Obscured by half truths Demands masked as duty Though there is nothing lovely in…
How was it possible? Why on earth Did it never happen Before? How did you change
It’s been 14 years Since we’ve spoken 14 years In which I’ve tried to Bury my regrets
Whether moth to flame Or drawn in like fly to shit You captivate me
Does it really matter Whose fault it was What’s been done Can’t be undone Anyways
Too long trapped Hopeless and caged Owned and enraged I saw a way out Extinguished my apathy
I can’t help wondering Was that really you Could it have been so High If I could answer