(2015)
All the spaces between. All the things left unsaid. They are like the air packed into a vanilla milkshake
I love your grace Always seeing beyond The ruins left In the wake of sin I love your strength
Today is the last day I am going to do this to myself The last day I will hold on to any hope Today is the last day
Blessed to see Even momentarily To touch The greatest of heights reached by two people of one mind
One more meeting Just one more Rendezvous And the courage To speak up
There’s a hollow place Where your heart belongs Its vacuous emptiness Drains all compassion Consumes without satiation
I can no longer trust my mind not to betray me, and devour me To bury me with thoughts of insecu… Was it love was it something else
once you loved me i know this is true its veracity is beyond a doubt once your face lit up when I entered your vision
I didn’t know what it was like to… then you showed me what it was lik… I didn’t know what it was like to… Then you came along and accepted m… I didn’t know I could feel so dee…
2014-12-29-23-07-15_journalx It is all too easy to be a smug pr… I don’t watch t.v. I don’t eat McDonald’s I don’t use facebook
In the street. Pensive glares pregnant with meaning. Imagined Memories. Greetings between Former lovers wrenched
Are you the person I met? The person I fell in love with? Were you really just someone else; Trying to be what you thought I w… Are you anyone?
REST! REST! REST! It is finished he has said put no faith in your own hands
To have kept you Would have cost me Nothing To have lost you
It has never changed My heart’s inclination. I am still drawn to you. Having known you I cannot see you