(20150919)
Staring down Into my own Oblivion Self destruction Impossible to escape
Are you the person I met? The person I fell in love with? Were you really just someone else; Trying to be what you thought I w… Are you anyone?
I want you Out of my head Out of my heart I want your memory To leave me be
In the street. Pensive glares pregnant with meaning. Imagined Memories. Greetings between Former lovers wrenched
Blessed to see Even momentarily To touch The greatest of heights reached by two people of one mind
It’s been 14 years Since we’ve spoken 14 years In which I’ve tried to Bury my regrets
You made me young Took away all my excuses You brought me to life Demolished ever inhibition You taught me to love
When I got over the hill the girls hooted and I skated down the fun side of the arched bridge over the river. Carving hard
Too many times you told me Too many times “if I had known” Too many times “ I wouldn’t do it… Too many times “ I fell too far s… Too many times I never measured u…
There’s a hollow place Where your heart belongs Its vacuous emptiness Drains all compassion Consumes without satiation
There are so many things I’d like to say to you But when I see your face My mind just goes blank I’m terrified
How was it possible? Why on earth Did it never happen Before? How did you change
I’m not sure whether I love or ha… The me I am because of you You reminded me How good it felt To feel without reserve
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
REST! REST! REST! It is finished he has said put no faith in your own hands