(2014)
After the party Red solo cups and used rubbers filled with unrealized potential, liter
2015-01-12-22-48-02 I’m on to something new Just trying to get over you What in the world am I thinking? Was it really that much?
Hope is so elusive It just won’t come near Hopelessness and foolishness Grasping to things that just aren’… I can’t seem to find freedom
Take care In how you engage the battle of who can care less. though it may
Can you Unravel the lies You tell yourself To make it through Your uneasy
2015-01-12-19-24-55_poetryx You made it look so easy Walking away You made it look like It was nothing special
Staring down Into my own Oblivion Self destruction Impossible to escape
It’s been 14 years Since we’ve spoken 14 years In which I’ve tried to Bury my regrets
2014-12-29-23-07-15_journalx It is all too easy to be a smug pr… I don’t watch t.v. I don’t eat McDonald’s I don’t use facebook
REST! REST! REST! It is finished he has said put no faith in your own hands
Letting go Is not a choice That I can just make There are no simple steps I can mechanically perform
I broke something beautiful I had prior commitments I was not free to live out that fantasy
I never told you a lie I was honest from the start You knew about my wife You knew who I was You accepted the facts
Naked and unashamed The garden abandoned Acceptance exchanged alienation in judgement alone
I love your grace Always seeing beyond The ruins left In the wake of sin I love your strength